hyta mixe`ae zexrd
'…laal mze` dlbde cnr ,miinex` zxifb lawl oileki oi`y …eyr xac `leha e` jleha e`'
oein `l` ,eyr rxfn dpi` inex zeklny ,('mizk cin mive' t"dr ,wla xcqa) o"anxd azky dn itl itl – ('mec` ipal 'd xekf' t"dr flw mildz – r"a`x k"ke) l"fx zrc oky gikedl jix`de ,zti ly epa
'miinex`' mewna 'miinec`' `xnba ok qxb u"arixe .mec`l `l` inexl 'miinex`' dpeekd oi` ,df
.(o"anxdk `lc dxe`kl dfe .inex idefy azky `l`)
– inex zeklny dxe`kl mixeny l"fx ixaca znewn dnkn (g,d r"d`) `"efgd xird xak ,mpn`
.xaca oeir jixve .`id eyr rxfn
zry cr zexit lral yi xaqw ?yiwl yixk xn` `l h"n opgei iax .`giky `l zepf' (a"r)
– 'opaxc `ail` `pin`w ik ,`pin`w `l y"xc `ail` ,opgei iax jl xn` …dpizp
onf oiprl mb ,mizya oerny iax lr miwleg minkgy opgei iaxl oipn ,le`yl yi ,i"yx yextl
dyxbl eipir ozpy dryny mzrc minkg mb `ny ,dtgi `ny yygd oiprl mbe ,zexitd ziikf
?zwelgn iyet`l oipne ,ietigl oiyyeg m` ewlgpy `l` ,oerny iaxk ,zexit el oi` aey
h"n yiwl yix' exn`yk ;(ok yxty m"anxdl zeipynd yextn d`xp ok) zxg` jxca `ibeqd yxtl yie
mzgpe meia azkpy hbd z` jk meyn leqtl oi`y ,dpeekd ,'`giky `l zepf – i"xk xn` `l
jkae) .giky epi` ikd e`lay zepf ietigl eyyg `ly i`cea dfk hren onfly iptn ,dlila
xaq opgei iaxe .(zepfl yyg iptn dpwz epwzy xg` mewna epi`xy 'qezd zl`y mb zvxezn
`ail`' eaiyd ,xiykny oerny iax ly enrh dn opgei iaxl el`yyke .hren onfl mb eyygy
`vnp .xiykn okle ,hren onfl zepf yyg oi` oerny iaxl i`cey ,epiid '`pin`w `l oerny iaxc
.e`l m` zepfl o`k oiyyeg m` `l` ,zexit zlik` onfa zwelgn oi` ok` opgei iax zrcly
el did ,ok `l m`y ,rnyn jke ,dxn` `nlr ilekc `ail` – 'dpizp zryn' opgei iax xn`yke
xak – izxza ibiltc opgei 'xl l"pn eziyew xwirl .ck,` oiyexib 'ld jlnd xry) .'opaxk dkld' xeviwa xnel
.(miwezn mixac y"r – ekxc i"tr dayii (ek,` oiyexib) gny xe`ae ;ryedi ipta 'r – miyxtnd dilr ecnr
epd` ?ozpwza minkg elired dne .xyk :dil xn` ?i`n – zay ycg dpy reay ea aezk'
eazki ,onf epwzy oeiky ,reay zaizka ietigl yegl oi`e – 'dixzac reayle dinwc reayl
– `id ok minkg zcne .exwy rceei – reay aezkl cg` un`zi m`e ,wiiecnd onfd z` lkd
,dlila mzgpe meia azkp la` ,onf azk ixd ,'reay' azk ,jklde .leqt – onf `lae ,onf epwzy
r"d` yi` oefg i"tr) .onf `ll xhyk df ixd ,ea yiy xwyd caln ,mcwen onf lr cirn xhydy
.(a"iwq fkw l`eny ziae o`k inlyexi 're .fh,gt
wlegy in ep`vn `l ik s`e .'eke dpy reay ea aezky dfk hba yxbl xyk dligzkly azk i"yx
aezkl yi `ny yygd iptn) xii`a hb zaizka rpndl miwqetd eazky dnn d`xp ,`icda eilr
i"tr) .`l eze dpy aezkl did leki ixdy ,ok zeyrl oi` dligzkly rnyn dfn ,('xii`' `le 'xi`'
eazkiiy oihibd lkl ,miaxl ok owzl evx `ly ,(l"pd `"efgd ixac xe`l) zegcl yi 'e`kle .a"iwq fkw l`eny zia
.(wiecn onf aezki `le dtgi mc` lky ,oey`xd yygd aeyi xak f`y ,dpy eazkiy ,xii`a
zeibeq inekiq
:miixwir mi`yep ipyl `ibeqd z` wlgl mewn yi ,mzxdade mixacd xeciq jxevl – 'oihiba onf'
.onf ea oi`y hb oice .hba onf aezkl dpwzd .`
.zn` epi`y onf hba aezky ,epiid .ixwy onf .a
micrd znizgy `l` ,ezaizk jix`za mpn` azkp onfdyk :mipte` dnka oecl yi ,ipyd dxwnae
ote`e .xg` onfl exg`zd oiyexibdy `l` ,jix`z eze`a dzid dnizgd s` e` ,onf xg`l dzid
.daizkd ly izin`d jix`zd epi`y jix`z hba eazky ,xwya azkp dligzkln onfdy :sqep
.xge`n onf azkpye ,mcwen onf ea azkpy :mipyl wlgzn df mbe
:epcra xenbi 'de .miwqete mipey`x zvwne epzibeqn milerd mixacd ixwir lr o`k cenrl dqpp
ipic cvn ,onfa jxev yi `zixe`cn m` mipey`xd epc xake) ,oihiba onf aezkl minkg epwz
;c,b zecr 'ld q"gxbd iyecig 're .zenai seq `"ahix .al oixcdpq i"enpa 'r – zecr lkay dxiwge dyixc
:dpwzd mrha mi`xen` ewlgpe .(cere a,hi r"d` `"efg
hb dl aezkiy ,dzpify ezy` lr ietig yyg miiw ,hba onfd zaizk `lly ,mrhd ,opgei iaxl
iaxc `ail` df enrh xn` `l opgei iaxy (i"yxitl) `xnba x`eane) zepfd iptl dyxbzpy orhze
.(minkg zrcl `l` oerny
xdhl ietig yyg oicr yiy ,dpwzd dlha `l – mipey`xd eazk – dzin oic oi`y dfd onfa s`e)
.(ycwnd dpai dxdn ,cere .oey`xd dlral xefgle ,zexfnnn dipa z`
ciqtz `ly ick ,ezrcl dpwzd mrh `l` ,dgiky `l zepfy oeik ,df mrhl yyg `l yiwl yixe
,jk xg` dyxbzpy orhie zexit lrad xekni ,onfd azkiiy `lly ,dly beln iqkp zexit dy`d
dleki `ld ,xn`z m`e) .zxg` gikedl lkez `ly ,dpezgzd lr `dz dcie ,xkn oick – mxknyke
yix xaeq – diyexib jix`z dl eazkie ,micrl e` oic zial dhib `iadl dyxbzpy xg`l `id
dl aezkiy epwz okle ,md dly – (opaxl) dnizg e` (y"xl) daizk zryny zexit mby yiwl
.(cere 'qez – dtewz dze`ny zexitd z` ciqtz `ly ick ,onfd eze`
.(:ek) iyily wxta x`eand mrhd on ,onf ea epwz ,zexit dl oi`y ,dqex` ly hba s`
`l` zexit dy`l oi`y xaeqy oeik ,'zexit' meyn eyg `l ,(w"zc `ail`) opgei iax zhiyl
jk oiay ,zexitd oic oiprl dne`n dpyn epi` hba aezkd onfd ,ok lre .dcil hbd zpizp zryn
mbe .(i"yx zhiy) oiyexbd onf lr micr `iazyk `l` ea aezkd onfdn zexit zeabl dleki dpi`
eazkiy dpwz cinz dl yi `ld ,(cere y"`x ,i"x) hba aezkd onfn zexit zeabl dlekiy mixaeql
.hba onf azkiy `ll mb zexit zeabl lkeze ,oiyexibd onf z` ,micr e` c"a ,dl
.zwelgn da oi`e ,lkd lr znkqen ef dpwz
r"eyh .et dpyn) .`vz `l – df hba z`yip xak m`e .opaxcn leqt `ed ixd – onf `ll hb azk
.(`,fkw r"d`
;ixwy onf ea aezky hb
.xyk :oerny iaxle .leqt :`nw `pzl – dlila mzgpe meia azkpy hb
dzidy xn`ie ,daizkd xg`l dzidy zepf lr dtgi `ny :opgei iax zhiyl `nw `pz ly enrh
jix`z mr hb dl aezki ,ezy` zepf lr zetgl dvexyk ,cere .xhya aezkd onfdn xak dyexb
oi`e) .micrd znizg jix`z `ed ,ea aezkd jix`zdyk `l` xyk epi` hbdy epwz okle .mcwen
eazek `l` ,hb aezkl micwn mc` oi`y ,hbd zxiqnl daizk oia `dzy zepf ietigl oicr oiyyeg
azkpa eyyg dnl k"l`c ,micwdl ieyr dnizg `ll cal daizky 'e`kl l"ve .cr d"cq 'qezr – ezxiqnl jenq
jix`z `ed ,ea aezky jix`zdy erci micrdy owzl ic did ,mcwen jix`z aezki `ny meyn i`e ,dlila mzgpe meia
,efk dpwz l"q `l minkgy xn`p m` s`e .(y"xe d"cza) l"xc `ail` y"x xaeqy enk ,azkp ok` mei eze`ay ,zn`
y"x xaeqy enk ,zn` daizkd jix`zy e`xi micrdy icy xaeqy l"pk l"i `d ,y"xc h"n opgei iaxl jixt i`n n"n
.(xexa jixve .zn`c `ail`
dlila mzgpe meia azkpyke ,zexit meyn ezhiyl onf zpwz lke ,zepfl yyg `l ,oerny iaxe
onfny zexit mze` oic it lry xaeqy oeik ,daizkd zryn epwy zegewll zexit cqtd yyg oi`
.zexit el oi` aey ,dyxbl eipir ozpy oeiky ,mikiiy md dy`l – daizkd
hb xiykp m`e ,dy`l mikiiy jli`e dnizgd zryny zexity ,`nw `pz ly enrh ,yiwl yixl
xg`l lradn epwy zegewln oick `ly zexit sexhl `eaz ,eixg`ly dlila mzgpe meia azkpy
aeg ixhy oicn ,miccv ipyn df hb leqtl mewn yiy (b,gt) jxe`a `"efgd oc xake) .dnizgd mcewe daizkd
elqtl mewn yi ,ietig meyn xn`c o`nl s`e .onf ea oi`y hb oicne .(ar `rivn `aa) mewn lka mileqty oincwend
.('mcwen xhy' oicn
m`e) .df hba yyg lk oi` okle ,lrad ly zexitd oi` xak daizkd onfny xaeq oerny iaxe
`ly zegewln sexhze ,mcwen ixwy onf dl aezkiy ,dy`l lrad oiay `ipepwl yegp ,xn`z
`l` ,ea oiievnd jix`za azkp hbdy zrcl minzegd micrd lry oerny iax xaeq ok` ?oick
dxwn lka ixdy ,`ipepwl yegl oi`y azky in yie .(y"xe d"cz) xzei xge`n mezgl milekiy
.(xn`c d"c k n"aa 'qezd i"tr ek,` oiyexib 'ld gny xe` – .zegewll mlyl lrad jxhvi
y"x `ed i`ck'y) ,wgcd zrya mixiyknd yie .leqt – dlila mzgpe meia azkpy hb ,dkldl
.a,fkw r"d` r"ey – ('c"drya eilr jenql
xefgl dxeq`e ,ipyn hb dkixv – xg` dycw m` okle ,opaxcn `l` dxezd on epi` df leqte
.(xwy icr meyn micrd leqtl oi`y mrhd x`ay (gt) `"efg 're .my `"nx) oey`xl
:xaca mipey`xd ewlgp – mei eze`a xqnp `ly `l` ,cg` meia mzgpe azkpy hb
,ezhiyle) .onf xg`l ea yxbl xyky – mipexg`dn daxd dex`ay itk – (a,a oiyexib) m"anxd zhiy
,zexit meyn yygdy l"xl wx dl`ydy l"v ,ozpwza minkg elired dn i"dcnn oi`ad oihibn `xnba el`yy df
l`xyi lr zepa ecygp `ly ,daizkd xg`l dpfz `ny ,znieqn dy`a zepfl eyyg `ly ,`iyew oi` ,opgei iaxl la`
,dpfzy dy` lk lr zetgl mewn yiyk illk ote`a `l` epi` yygd lke ,zexyk zwfg lr mc` lk micinrne ,jk lr
xe` – .xen`k ,ihxtd dxwna zepfl eyyg `l ,azk xak m`e ,zetgl ji` el oi` `ld ,hbd azk `l m` ,o`k j`
zhiy `id oke .(oeik d"ca :ek oldl 'ryedi ipt'd azk ,xg` dxwna ik m` ,ef oirk `xaqe .ek,` oiyexib ,gny
meia xqnp `ly oeiky ,lew dfk hbl yiy iptn ,mrhd x`ae ,(c i"qeq) cg`d evexiza y"`xd
o"anxd zhiy `id oke .zexit cqtd e` ietig yyg oi` aeye ,mqxtzn ezpizp jix`z ,daizkd
.(my dyixte g"ar – m"anxd zhiy z` zxg` eyxty mipexg`dn yi .fkw r"d` `"xbdaa `aen – hi n"a i"enp)
xyt` i`y iptn e` ,mid zpicnn `ad hba `l` exizd `ly ,dfk hb elqt mipey`x dnk mle`
.cg` uexizl y"`xe 'qez) lew yi – dkledl gily ici lr `ay dfk hbly meyn e` (o"x) ikd e`la
ok ehwp l"f mipexg`d ,ezxiqn dzgcpy hb carica leqtl y"`xae o"xa yxetn `l ik s`y `"efgd azk .p"w 're
.('mcwen xhy' meyn d`xpk ,mzrca
dpwz el yi m`d – mzgpe azkpy jix`za edepzp `ly hba ,minrhd ipy oia 'dpin `wtp'e
o"xdl s`y eazky yie .my l`eny ziae d,fkw r"ey 'r)
.dkledl gilya dl epglyiy ici lr exiykdl
n"b` z"ey 'r – dy`l hbd iekifa e` dlawl gilya `le .`wec – 'dkledl gily' k"yne .my z"t 'r – ef dpwz yi
.(bkw `"g r"d`
evexiza y"`xde o"anxd ,(m"anxd) zhiy lr jenql yi oebir mewnay ,miwqet dnk eazke
.(bpw `"g r"d` dyn zexb` z"eyae xi`n zia mya my z"t 'r) .dfk hba yxbl xyky ,oey`xd
ixd ,mcwen jix`z ea eazk `xwirn m` la` .zexyka azkp ea azkpy jix`zdyk df lk ,mpn`
eazky yie .miwqetd aex zrc `id jk – onf ea oi`y hbk `ed ixd mbe .leqty mcwen xhyk df
,dfa xiykny in epivn `ly azk (g e ,gt) `"efgde .my l`eny ziae sqei zia 'r) xyk `"ayxd zhiyly
dnl ,oixeg ipan zeabl xyk mcwen g"hyy mixaeql dnz 'xi`n zia'ae .oerny iaxl s`e ,leqty `xnbdn ok gikede
.(jxe`a `"efge o`k dnly wyg 're ,ixnbl leqtp o`k
`"efgde ,dfa lwd (e,fkw) l`eny ziad – ixwy mcwen jix`z ea eazke mid zpicnn `ad hbe
.lqt (e,gt)
zal aezki `ny ,ietigl yegl oi`e .xyky epzibeqa 'qezd zhiy – xge`n jix`z ea eazky hb
,ezelg z` dgcnk df ixd ,xge`n jix`z hba azekyk ik ,dzind on lvpize xge`n jix`z ezeg`
m"anxde .xyk – xge`n hby (dk,`) c"a`xd zhiy `id oke .ea aezkd onfdn `l` zyxebn dpi`e
inrha miyxtnd epc xake .(o"x .`vz `l – z`yip m`e) .onf ea oi` eli`k ,elqet – (my)
iyecg ;`"wrx iyecig ;ryedi ipt ;fkw i"a 'r – xge`n hba zexit yyge ietig yyga l"f mipey`xd
.h – flhn g"xbd ;cr – h"pxbd
gi sc
yxtl yi – 'daizk zryn xn` l`enye dpizp zryn xn` ax ,hbl oipen izni`n ,xnzi`'
o i ` y iptn e` ,hbd zaizk xg`l dnr cgiizdl x e q i ` d cvn e` :mipt izya l`eny ly enrh
dy`y oilael m"xdn z`xedl `xaqd cvn mewn yi ,oexg`d df cvle .f` cgiizdl z e l i b x
mb ixdy .oey`xdn miycg dyly dl mipen ,ipy hb dekixvde ,leqt ea `vnpe hb dl epzpy
'l`eny zia'de 'wwegn zwlg'd ik s`e) leqt ea `vnpy mbd ,dnr cgiiziy giky `l dfk dxwna
`l xy`k hxtae .(minieqn mipte`a wgcd zrya df lr jenql mewn yi ,eze`xed lr ewlg (bi)
.l `"g r"d` dyn zexb`) .dnr cgiizdl el xeq` did ,lrad ly ezrc itly ,dzr cr leqtd rcep
.(`l 'iqa y"re
'wgvi xkf' xtqa – 'oica dcnrd zryn ?delna mitwfp izni`n …zhnyn daezk izni`n'
ezaeyz jezae ,mitqk zhiny oiprl zepg ztwd oica l`yp (bk a"g .'faipetc c"a` ,uiaepiax i"xbl)
– ;epzibeql mirbepd mixac dnk x`a
mipey`xd zwelgna iepy – 'oica dcnrd zryn' `xnbd ixac yexte 'delna dtiwf' yexty ,d`xp
idefy ,aegd oerxtl onf zriaw `ed 'delna dtiwf' oipr y"`xd zrcl ;(i wxt ziriay zkqna) l"f
ztwdk `ly) .oerxtd crenl onf zedy zpizp – ezhnyn ziriay ecal `edy 'deln' ly dxcbdd
exn`y dn ,df itle .(zg` zaa eaeg zeabl ick siwny `l` ,onf zgeexd dpipr oi`y ,zepg
`ly dpeekd `l` ,delna dtiwfk aygz dnvra oica dcnrdy dpeekd oi` 'oica dcnrd zryn'