mdiyrna mixxean zeidl eixg` mikledd lkae erxfae ea minlerl drehp ef dlrp dcn
.miaexw mi`xpe dl`l dl` md minec minrtly ,diyp medz iwnrl miwgy idab oia
ltep did ,mxvi z` miwptnd oia ewlg did melye qg eli` Ð dzr sqeil oncfpy df oeiqp
exvi lr xabzdl wa`p did ,zipepiad dcnd iyp` mr ewlg did eli` ;oevxa ea utewe ea
,cinz eilr dec eytpe zelbd iiepira cinz dprzn `edyk mc` ixdy .eicia ltep eteqe
Ð ;df dyw oeiqp ipta cenrl lkeiy ickn mitx eizegk
drya mb .zr lka did exvia lyen ok` .xexia zilkz ezcn dzr xxia wicvd sqei ,mxa
did `a` zia gk lk mb .zelbd xrva epnn eca` `l ,enr eizegk lk .ewptn eli`k d`xpy
.oeiqpa cnre dry dze`a sq` m`elna dl` eizegk lk .enr
z` Ð delye rebxn ,dgeexd `vne ywia xy` lk ixd .cala ef dryl oeiqp df did `l od
eiig ux`l qenxie byie eytp aie` secxi dzrn .exvi cbp ezcinr slg dzr ozep `ed lkd
.'…?dfn lecb exvia lyen jl yi .iepirle dfale iayl ,jlyei xeale okyi xtrl eceake
fl
sc
hyta mixe`a
g"xbd yxit Ð 'mil dligz cxei ip` oi` xne` dfe mil dligz cxei ip` oi` xne` df'
mivtew eid ,mytp xeqnl ick mil qpkdl eehvp eli` i`ce ,(b"lyz ak Ð xqen zegiy) l"vf uial`eny
xeqnl ,miheyt miyp` s` ,l`xyin miax zexecd lka z`f eyry itk ,qeqid `la cg` yi`k
mil qpkidl ,df gkle ,daxga ea xearl ick mil qpkdl eehvp mdy `l` .myd yecw lr ytp
.cala acpinr oa oeygp `l` mihayd eribd `l ,dyeak jxca jledy dyegza yrebe yrex
rahd iweg lke ,'d ieeiv `l` el oi` .dyail mi oia ecicl lcad oi`y ,miny my yciw dfae
mewnl enr zkled `idyk mb ,en` zerexfa `yipd wepizl lyn .eaygp qt`ke oi`k eizelabne
en` caln zxg` ze`ivn eiabl zniiw oi`e ,dne`n ezpkqa rcei wepizd oi` ,mihqle zerx zeig
.eze` zwaegd
ediy ick ,cenild zxfge oepiy epiid 'xenyl' Ð 'rax` ixd ,zeyrle xenyl cnlle cenll'
(`"yxdn) .mzeyrl ick ,ala mixeny mixacd
(ontiew i"zk i"tr) ecewip `ed jk
.'micewtd ynega'
¤
(a"r)
ze`n yy ly zezixa dpnye mirax` dilr ezxkp `ly dxeza daezky devne devn jl oi`'
exn`py zeevna s` ,zeevnd lkl miaxr l`xyi lky o`kn rnyn Ð '…mitl` zylye sl`
.cala mipdkl
zekxaa y"`xd zrc ok) odn zexeht ody zeevn itlk zeaxr oica opi` miypy mixaeqd zrcl s`e
,llk zeaxra miypd oi`y yxity (`rx g"e`) daaxn-lebcd zpadk `lce ,dlibna `"wrxbd yxity enk ,bi b"t
eazky enk l"i ik ,miypd oipn eaiygd `ly ,`"wrx lr `iyew o`kn oi` edine .sl` ze`n yy llka epnp `l ixdy
my dpey Ð (a,c f"r i"dw 'r .recid oipnd z` `l` o`k epn `l ik ax-axrd eaiygd `ly (:bi dcpa) 'qezd
,'zeyrl'a mpi`y i"tr` ,mipdkd zeevna l`xyi la` ,ceniln s` ,lke lkn odn zexeht ody
i"tr) .od zeaxr llkae zeevn oze` aeiga md mikiiy jkld ,'xenyle cnlle cenll' aeiga md ixd
(apy c"ei xfp ipa`
`le ipelt ed`xe dxiar xar ipelty rnyz m` ,xnelk Ð 'ediipia `ki` `axrc `axre `axr'
m`e ,ea dgin `le d`xy axrd mc`d dfn mb oicd gwil axr jxck aiegn dz` `dz ,ecia dgin
.(dpin `wtp azky y"`xeza r"re .'axr' jxr ,jexr) .mpera ytzp `dz jk dyrz `l
.dheq zkqna zexrd ;ai,dk dele deln Ð gny xe`e dpyn cibn r"r
ivewn y"xd yxit ekxc itle .i"yxr Ð 'zt`epe s`epa `l` dxn`p `l dlek dyxtd lk'
`yil leki epi`e envrn yea zt`epde s`epd on `ad xfnndy ,dpnl`e mezi xb htyn dhn xex`
dcen epi` ecilendy ,a` el oi`y mezil dnece ,xbk Ð `vni xy`a xecl jlede enewna dy`
zeig zepnl`k dpebr zayeie dlra lr dxq`py dpnl` `id en` mb .epic z` mihne ,epa `edy
el eidiy ick oica mze` dkfne mezi xb htyn dhn yxity in yie .(y"`xezae upy 'qeza `aen)
xzei s`pnl dievn xbd zy`y iptn :sqep yexit .dnr zepfl dpnl`d htyn dhn oke .mixeqxq
`edy drca eqpxtn xbde ,xfnn oa cilene dnr dpfnyke ,dlran `xizn epi`y itl ,miyp x`yn
dfa dhn ,mig` mpi` zn`a ixde dyexia eig` mr wleg xfnndyke .xb htyn dhn df ixd ,epa
my did `l eli`e ,wgeca zipefipy ,mihren miqkpdyk dpnl`d htyn dhn oke .minezi htyn
(`k y"ayx z"eya `aen) .geixa mipefp eid ,mdipia xfnnd
,mgxn epi`e mipt fre zeixra uextd xfnn `vei zt`epe s`epn :i"yxtn zxg` jxca miyxtn yie
.dyxtay mixex` lkl `ae
.zeixr ixeqi` icil `a oke ,edwliy el mxeb ,eia`a xikn oad oi`y jezn :lecbd yxcnae
.dnvrl dyxt `idy ,cal dkqne lqt dyri xy` epiid Ð 'dyxtd lk' yxit `"yxdne
minrhe mipipr
Ð '…erqie l`xyi ipa l` xac :el xn` ?zeyrl icia dne'
erqie l`xyi ipa l` xac il` wrvz dn dynl jxazi `ed xn` ,seq mi zrixw zra okle…'
l` reqpe jeld erqie oeghade dpen`d sweza eidi dnd m`y ,`zlin `ilz edcicac xnel dvx Ð
zexxerzdl df ici lr enxbi f` ,mdiptl rxwi i`cey mpegha mvern ,`xii `l mal jenq ,mid
.mdiptl rxwie qpd mdl dyriy ,dlrnl
ebdpn jtid didy drxt iakx iqeqa enk ,xnel dvx Ð izirx jiznc drxt iakxa izqql edfe
ok Ð l"fx exn`y enk eakex z` bidpd qeqd ,elige drxtae .qeql bidpn akexdy mler ly
z` lekiak z`f lk mr ,zeaxra akex ip`y s`y ,ynn ote`d df lr izirx jizlynde jizinc
jiyrn zexxerzd oipr itk wx `ed zenlerl lekiak izexagzd oipry ,jiyrn ici lr ize` bidpn
.(h,` miigd ytp) .'mihep o`l
.zecren iwxt xtq seq ;`twz 'nr a"g xey ilr :r"r
Ð '…hxta xex` llka xex` ,hxta jexa llka jexa'
xaerl 'xex`' oeyl wx `l` ,zexdf`d z` miiwnd lr 'jexa' oeyl yexita dyxta xkfp `l dnl'
?odilr
,xeari `ly dxiar xearl `ad z` cigtdl 'xex`'d xg`l xn`pd 'on`' ly egk lecby meyn Ð
egk oi` 'jexa'd eli`e ;'dxky cbpk dxiar cqtd' oeayg el dyery `ed df 'on`'e 'xex`' ixdy
oky .y` zadlyk eaxwa xreae dyrn zrya etwez exviy df z` dyrnd on repnl jk lk lecb
eli`e ;dyrn zryay dxiard z`pd cra onf xg`ly ezaeh lk xiwtn mc`d ixd dry dze`a
Ð dzr mb rney `edy miax mipeilin ly mzllwn ,dry dze`a mb eze` z`ven xy` drxd
.'jexa'd on xzei 'xex`'d yxtzp okl ,xvid swez zrya mb dxiard on eze` rpnzy i`cea `id
devn cqtd' aygl mb mirceiy mra miaxy iptn Ð ?'xex`' lk mr 'jexa' exn` z`f lka dnle
ly mzkxa xky ciqti la` ,cala dry dze` z`pd `l` el oi` Ð xeari m` :'dxky cbpk
!ey`x lr elegi mlek zekxa Ð dyri `l m`e ;'dyri `l xy`' z` mikxany mipeilin
cenll jixv eay hxte hxt lk lr elek mrd ;cala 'xex`'a dxiar ixaer z` cigtdl ic oi` ,ok`
wicvy ,da lykp `le ecil dxiar d`ay in lk jxale gayl lldle `ypl mnexl cakl cvik
`l ,dkqne lqt dyr `ly df e`x :mc` mey eilr xn`i l`e .dlidze gay lkl ie`xe `ed xenb
dkxal ie`x ?`ed wicv Ð ezpzeg mr `le ezeg` mr `l ,dnda mr aky `l ,eia` zy` mr aky
`l` ,jk xn`i l` ….ellwn ipi`e darezn hlnpy el ic Ð ?edkxa`e y`xa aiye` dfl ?`ed
xenb wicv ok` ik rcie ,mx lewa edkxai jxae edcakie y`xa edaiyei ,xenb wicv ea d`xi mpn`
(`eaz Ð zeiyxtd xtq jezn) .da lykp `le ecil dxiar d`ay df `ed
(zeiyxtd xtqn)
llwl micnerde jxal micnerd
:xaqd zekixvy ,oipra zel`y dnk o`k ixd
xd lr micnera eli`e mrd z` jxal ecnri dl` xn`p mifxb xd lr ecnry mihayd dyya .`
mb on` mlek epr dl`k dl` ixd ,dl`l dl` oia dn ike Ð dllwd lr ecnri dl`e xn`p lair
mifxb xd itlk mdipt ektd diel ipwfe dpedk ipwfy liaya ike ;'xex`' xg`l mbe 'jexa' xg`
'mikxan' dl`l `xew dz` ,'xex`' m`xwa mdipt ektd lair xd itlke 'jexa' mx lewa m`xwa
.ddnz` ?'millwn' `xew dz` dl`le
mixcqd x`yn dpey ,o`k miaezka yxetnd df xcqa mihayd xyr mipy zwelgy mrhd dn .a
mdizen` xcq itl `le mzeclez xcq itl `l milbcd xcq itl `l ;xg` mewn lka mirecid
cxtp oleaf ;lair xda ecinrdl d`l ipa eig` lkn cxtp l`xyi xeka oae`x Ð mdizecilen
`l` micext oleafe xkyyiy dlek dxezd lka `ven dz` i`e .lair xda `ed mb cnrede xkyyin
sqei my oi`y mixt` dhnl 'sqei' my jinqdl ick Ð lecb mrh iptn my mbe cala milbxna
,'ebe mixt` dhnl Ð sqei oa l`bi xkyyi dhnl :my xn`p jky ,cala dypna `l` ea xkfp
Ð ?mewn lka eil` cenvd xkyyin oleaf cxtp o`k mby mrhd dn Ð 'mixt` dhnl sqei' ixw
iele oerny :edrxl yi`n xeaigd e"`ea mlek exkfp ,mifixb xda ecnry mihayd dyy zeny .b
e"`e ila micexit ipy `ven dz` lair xda micnerd dyya eli`e onipae sqeie xkyyie dcedie
dn Ð ilztpe (xeaigd e"`e ila) oc ,oleafe xy`e (xeaigd e"`e ila) cb oae`x :`xew dz` jke ,xeaigd
?xaca mrh
dbxcna md m` oiae ,dbxcnd ltya maex m` oia ,m`vnz xy` `bxc lka ,dcre mr ldw lk
dlrp dry dze`a ,xzeiae drc xec eze` didy itk ,xzeia dlrpd dbxcna mlek elit`e dpeilr
miwelgy mze` `ven dz` mlerle cinz Ð mze` zeyrl z`fd dxezd ixac lk mdilr elawy
:mipyl
llwle zepbl mixg`n xzei mal oekpe darez ly dxiar rnyl mirfrcfn md xy` dl`k mda yi
iyrn dyer epi`y df ipelta md mirney m` ,mxa ;dllwd lr on` zeprle darezd iyer z`
ipelt ik mzrc lr dler oi` okl ,ezeyrl xyt` i`y xacke heyt xack z`f mirney Ð darez
Ð ;c`n dxard on miwegxe cinz zeevna miwac ,'dl mi`pwne md miwicv ik .ekxal ie`x df
dxiary ipelta mirney :zxg` mzcny miyp` mb ,da mdy dcne dcn lka dcre mr ldw lka yie
`edy xg`a mirney m` la` ;ekxale ecakl mal oekpe eze` mikixrn ,da lykp `le ecil d`a
xvi `ed dyw dnk mircei ik ,zekf eilr micnln md ixd Ð c`n xeng `ed elit` dyrna lykp
Ð ;`ln dta ellwle lecb i`pb ezepbl mzrc lr dler oi` okl ,cinz ecbpk cenri ine rxd
jxale cakl ,xac eze`a miey eidi eiwlg lk lr enr lky dvx ,l`xyi enrl dxez ozpy d"awde
eilr micnln edi `le da lykpy in lk z` llwle zepbl oke ,dxiard on hlnpy in lk mx lewa
Ð dxez dzeivy dnn xzei zekf
zehlnidd mdipira dlw `dz `le dxad lr ecnri elld ,mipyl drc xec eze` mb wlgp jkl
d"awd dvx .jkl ie`x epi`y in lr zekf micnln edi `le ,dllwd lr ecnri ellde ;dyw dxiarn
dwfg zexard iptn zxnynd `dz ornl ,dllwd z` mbe dkxad z` mb ,dl`l mb dl`l opyl
.lkd lv` zwfegne
ryt lk lr miaibnd ibeq ipy oia dwelg dze` zkiiy ,d-i-ihay xyr mipy mr epl oipryk mb
mikixvy dl`ke ,dkxad lr on` zeprl xzeia oepiy mikixvy dl`k mda yie ,dyri `l xy`
.dllwd lr on` zeprl xzeia oepiy
miwicv ,dxez ipa ,mikln ipa mixen miliv` mi`pw mlek ,oinipae sqeie xkyyie dcedie iele oerny
`l xy` jexa' :exn`ie mx lewa epri diele dpedk ipwfy dryae mifxb xd lr ecnri Ð mixyie
dhi `l Ð edrx leab biqi `l xy` jexa ,en`e eia` llwi `l xy` jexa' 'ebe 'dkqne lqt dyri
`l xy` ,ezpzeg mr ,ezeg` mr ,dnda lk mr ,eia` zy` mr akyi `l ,dpnl`e mezi xb htyn
,miliv`d ,mi`pwd itlk mdipt mikted mifixknd mipwfd eidi dry dze` Ð 'ebe 'xzqa edrx dki
mlek me`xiy cr mdn mpir erxbi `le ,mixyide miwicvd ,dxezd ipa ,miklnd ipa ,mixend
lk jxaln xcrp `l mdn cg` yi` ,mlek md mikxan :xnel Ð dkxad lr '!on`' miper mernyie
Ð ;xzqa darez iyrn dyer epi`y `l` ,mdenk wicv epi` elit` yi`
al lka 'on`' epriy i`ce zwfga mlek md .df xaca dgbyd mikixv mpi` ,lair xda micnerd
Ð ;dkxae dkxa lk lr `ln dtae
:miper mdy drya mifixknd mipwfde lair xd lr ecnri Ð ilztpe oc ,oleafe xy`e cb ,oae`x
epriy dl` ly mditlk mdipt ektdi f` e` Ð mixex`d lke 'dkqne lqt dyri xy` yi`d xex`'
xzqa darez lk iyer z` millwn edie ,`ln dtae al lka md mb ,xex` lk xg` 'on`' mlek
millwn md k"itr` Ð mpenn lr mileda mdy lr dyn mxhpwy Ð cbe oae`x .mewicvi `le
df oi` Ð e`xwi xd minre oekyi zeip` segl `ede ozne `yna eiwqry oeleaf ;darezd iyer z`
zexiabd ipa ly mzlrn mexn mikenpy zegtyd ipa x`y .dllwl ie`xy in z` llwln mrpen
oia md mb mlek .dl`a lykp xy` yi` mlek oian `vnii `le millwnd oia mlek md s` Ð
Ð ;millwnd
lr on` epriy i`ce zwfga mlek md .df xaca dgbydl mikixv mpi` md ,mifxb xda micnerd
.xex`e xex` lk
ux`d mexca elgp mipey`xd dyyd ik `vnz mda wcwczyk ;mihayd zwelgl sqep mrh]
.gxfne oetv itlk ycwnd mewnn miwegx mipexg`d eli`e ,ycwnl aexw mipkey mde ,dfkxnae
ycwnd on miwegxy xg`n mde ,gxfn oetvay laira el`e axrn mexcay mifixb xda el` jkitl
drxd mdilr gztz `le ,miayei md maxway miebd dyrnk eyri `ly xzeia dxdf` mikixv
.[(zelba encw mdy did ok xy`ke) oetvn
ediy mdilr oir miyle lair xda mcinrdl df oipra mlek eeyedy t"r` Ð ziyilyd dl`yle
xzin dxiabd d`l ipa mdy oleafe oae`x oia yi zelrn yxtd z`f lk mr ,millwnd oia mlek
yi zelrna mb ,mxa ,leer mda oi`e ,d-i ihay mlek md minxe milrp .dtlfe ddla ipa mdig`
xqg .dl`l dl` oia wqtd aezkd ozp jk meyn Ð deab lrn deab yie deab yi ,zebxcn iyxtd
.encew oleafl oc oia xeaigd e"`e mb oi`e ,encew oae`x l` cbn xeaigd e"`e
eztegn deekp cg`e cg` lke ,ely ezteg wicve wicv lkl Ð dlrnly ocr-obak dhnly ocr-oba
…dfl df oia myei geex jkitl Ð exag ly
Ð 'a`en zeaxra eylzype cren ld`a epype ipiqa exn`p zehxte zellk' (a"r)
zaxwd mewn Ð ytpd cbpk cren ld` .gend ,lkyd cbpk ipiq xd ;mc`ay miwlg dyly cbpk
,mneye gigv mewn ,daxr oeyln Ð a`en zeaxr .dad` sevx ekeze ,ytp zgz ytp mdy zepaxw
.ycew elek zeidl lkyae ytpa seba l`xyi enlzyi dxezd ici lry ,oiprde .sebd zegk cbpk
Ð l`enyn my i"tr) .[` dax xacna Ð xacne min y` ,dxez dpzip mda mixac dyly cbpk mde]
(a"rxz zereay
cenil did cren ld`a ,dazkk azkay dxez dpzip ipiqay ,(fr a"g xac aiyn) ezaeyzae a"ivpd iyecga r"r
.dkw yi` oefg r"re .cenlzd cenil a`en zeaxrae zeipyn
Ð ;(dheq inlyexi)
odnr elew d"awd sziyy cnln .mx ly elewa Ð 'mx lew'
.l`xyi lr dllwa lew mixdl dixa meyl xyt` i` ok `lnl`y
.ipepia `l` lecb `le ohw `l ,zeleway dlernd Ð mx lew :xn` wgvi iax
,l`xyi yi` lk l` m i x n e ` e m i p e r miwicvd el` ,miield xy`k .mely `ixhniba Ð mx lew
.mely mdl minxeb md Ð mze` migayne mixin`ne mdipira (depr oeyl Ð epre) mirpkp epiid
ixd ,mpeera mrd ckli `ly llkd on miryetd `ivedl e`a el` oixex`y itl :xzei heyt jxcae
.(mixtqe mixteq i"tr ,zeiyxtd xtqn) .l`xyi lkl mely oinxeb md