r sc ;'lxrd' Ð ipiny wxt
`kc revt dyrpyn drci `l m`e ,elk`i `l odiype elk`i odicare od dkty zexke `kc revt'
jixv ,dy` gwly xg`l dkc-revt dyrpy iny o`kn eprny Ð 'elk`i el` ixd dkty zexke
.`ed odk m` dnexza `id zlke` ,drci `le dyxb `l cer lk j` .eilr dxeq` `idy itl ,dyxbl
(dnly ly mi)
,onfl miiepw mdipyy mbd Ð
'lke` mler oipw iepw la` mipy oipw iepw df ayez xne` iziid ok eli`'
r"d`) xfp ipa` 'r Ð elld micar ibeq ipy oia wlgl mewn yi ,ok it lr s` ,laei ly enlerl epiid 'mler oipw iepw' ixdy
.mipte` dnka x`ay (avy
.d oiyecw awri zeldw 'r Ð 'xikye ayez' oipra cer
ayez dil dedc meyn ,ynn xikye ayez `nip i` ,edip i`n gqta `pngx azkc xikye ayez'
zn`d itly ,`zliknd it lr (`l` d"ca) 'qezd eazk Ð '…ol `niiw `de ,!?gqtn dil xhti` xikye
m"ekr 'xiky'e ayez xb edf 'ayez' .mixkp xikye ayezl `id aezkd zpeek ,gqt dyer ixar cary
sicr `l ixdy ,etebl jxved `l mpn`e .[dn,ai zeny d"xyx .cala zexiky dfeg i"r eil` xeywy]
,lah `le lny xb lr cnll `a `aiwr iaxle .xfril` iaxl) .`a dey-dxfbl ezeptdl `l` ,xkp oane lxrn
.(.`r oldlcke
oi` ,exikye eayez `edy i"tr`y ,gqtd lr dpenn epi`yae ,l`xyia yxit (f,h gqt oaxw) c"a`xde
.epnn lke`
`r sc
mipeire mixe`a
miqxeb oi`y yi Ð 'xexne dvna `ed lke` la` lke` epi` ea Ð il dnl ea lk`i `l lxr lk'
oebk ,zenewn dnka `vnpke] oeyld zxby meyn edehwp `l` ,`ed `wec e`l Ð miqxeb m` s` e` ,'xexn'
delzn `l` dnvrl zcner dpi` dxezdn xexnd zevn ik ,['heicd odkl d v e l g e dyexb' oiweld od el`a
mr m`ez dfe .gk migqt Ð cec epaxe o"xd iyecg ixi`n i"tr) .xexnn xeht gqtn xehty lke ,gqtd zlik`l
.(dnvrl devnk zipnp dpi` xexn zlik`y (gpw dyr Ð zeevnd xtq) m"anxd zhiy
hrnzpy meyn edf ,(kw migqtak) opaxcn `l` epi` dfd onfa xexndy it lr s`y mixne` yi mle`e
gqta lke` epi`y lxrd mbe ,dnvr ipta devn `id zn`a j` ,xexn oi` gqt oi`y onfay ,aezkd on
'qezd oeyl weicn rnyn oke .l"pd m"anxd zhiy lr biydy ,ilaad l`ipc iax zrc ok) .dxezdn xexna aiig Ð
h"g ield hay z"ey ;hlw 'nr ,hl migqt Ð l`eny 'x iyecg ;'q"yd lr g"xbd iyecg' :r"r .(lk d"cqa gk) migqta
.akw
zgpnae `v migqt y"yxa dfa 'r .dxezdn xexna zaiig m`d Ð zeyx oey`xa miyp xn`c o`nl ,dy`a oecl yi a"eike
.(fk,fi jepig
,qi`nc meyn Ð 'lxr' `pngx azk i`c ,'xkp oa lk' azknl jixhvi`e 'lxr' azknl jixhvi`e'
la` ,minyl eal oi`c meyn Ð 'xkp oa lk' `pngx azk i`e .`l `ni` ,qi`n `lc xkp oa la`
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`r sc Ð zenai
Ð '`l `ni` ,minyl ealc lxr
oiprl mewn lka xkfend lxrdy ,(cere c"ixe o"anx 'qezr) mipey`x dnke (zenewn dnkae o`k) i"yx zhiy
.dpkqd meyn dzr elenl xeq`y ,dlin zngn eig` ezny edf ,dcear oiprle miycwe dnexz zlik`
lxrde ,dnexza xzen dfk lxry xaeqe wleg (migafae dbibga 'qezae wxtd y`xa mipyi-'qeza `aen) mz epaxe
.cgt zngn e` cifna envr z` ln `ly df `ed o`k xaecnd
,minyl eal Ð gqt zlik`a exq`l aezkd jixvdy lxrdy ,i"yx zhiyl xewnd o`kny mixne` yi
lr i"yx yexita x`ean oke .dlin zngn eig` ezny lxr edfe ,xeqi` mey ezelxra oi`y ,epiide
epi`y ,dlin zngn eig` ezny z` `iadl' Ð ea lk`i `l lxr lke weqtd lr (gn,ai zeny) dxezd
.(bl `"g wgvi ixt 'r) .'ea lk`i `l xkp oan cnl epi`e ,zelxrl xnen
ln `ly df mby ,(wxtd y`xa mipey`xae ,migaf 'qez 'r) mipey`xd edex`ay itk ,xeaqi mz epax mpn`
ycgl xewn oi` xak aeye ,'minyl eal' llka `ed mb ,dnvr dlindn e` a`kdn cgtd iptn envr
.dnexzae gqta lke` epi`y 'lxr' llka `ed mb ,dpkqd meyn lenln erpen oicdy df mby
m` oldl `xnbd dwtzqpy ,mini dpenyn zegt wepizl dlin zngn eig` ezny lxr dnic mz epax
`l ik ,dnexzd zlik`a xeqi` oi` `ny ,lenl aeig dzr oi`y oeiky ,dnexz onya ekeql xzen
wepizk ,devn dzr el oi`y lke ,devnd meiwa zelyxzd `l` ,xeq`l znxebd `id dlxrd ze`ivn
dlin zngn eig` ezny ink ,zxg` daiq iptn lenl dzr deevn epi`y e` ,dpeny el e`ln `ly df
.dnexza xzeny xyt` Ð
zngn eig` ezny inl dpnfa `ly zelxr oia weligd z` ,i"yx zhiyl xiaqdl exn`p zepey mikxc
oi`y ,llk 'dlxr' o`k oi`y xnel `xnbd dwtzqd dpnfa `ly zelxray `ed mixaqdd cg` .dlin
ztilwl dlxrd liynd (jl) l`enyn my xtqa] .(l"vf wqixan g"xbd mya) dpenyn zegta dlxr my
liyad `ly ixtl dtilw oi`y myke ,sebd zleqt dlxrd jk ,ixtl zleqt `idy dtilwd enk ,ixtd
.[dpeny el z`lna `l` sebd zleqtk zaygp dlxrd oi` jk ,oiicr
mcnll iziz ikidne ,xkp-oae lxr ,md micxtp mipipr ipy `ld ,ddenz `zekixvd seb dxe`kl Ð
.'minyl eal oi`'e 'qi`n' zexaql dz` jixvy cr ,dfn df
,'xexne dvna lke` la` lke` epi` ea' weicd lr zqgiizn `zekixvdy exiaqd migqta 'qezd ,ok`]
`ly oeik ,oeyld zhidx ef oi` epzqxb itl mpn` .(o`k `"yxdn 're) .gqtd zlik`a xeqi`d mvr lr `le
.[i`c d"czr .xexne dvna xkp oa zlik` lr dne`n xkfed
,cg` mpiipr lxre xkp oa ,(my m"anxl dpynd yexitae a"tx migaf 'r) zenewn dnkn gkeny itk ,`l`
zexaqd `lel okle ,eteba dfe ezpen`a df ,izin` xkp-oal minec mdipy .xya-lxr dfe al-lxr dfy
.dfn df micnel epiid ,dlxrd zngn qe`n dfe ,minyl eal oi` dfy ,mdn cg` lk zecgine zelicand
ilxre al ilxr Ð xkp ipa mk`iada :ycwnd zia zcear oiprl (f,cn) l`wfgia weqta x`ean oke
.'ebe izia z` ellgl iycwna zeidl ,xya
odky ('mdxa` obn'dk `lc) ewqt ycg-ixtde g"ad ;mitk z`iyp oiprl ,jka yi dkldl dpin-`wtp mbe
car m`y s`y ,men lra odkn `py i`n mzhiy lr (b"nt 'r) mipexg` e`ltzde .eitk `yi `l lxr
`l` .ziprz zkqna x`eank ,mitk z`iypa `ed xzen ok it lr s` ,dcear llig Ð ycwnd ziaa
`ly ,llke llk mipdkd iciwtzl zekiiy el oi`e ,xkp-oak `ed ixd dcear oiprl lxry xnel yi
(a,bl a"g g"e` dyn zexb` i"tr) .men lrak
.dlina ebdpe ,dxehw ipan mdy yxcnd it lr mixne` yi Ð 'ledn iperabe ledn iaxr iiez`l'
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`r sc Ð zenai
lr eehvp mdy mixne` yie .(fk f"r `"ahix ;mipepab mixda mixcy my lr Ð 'ipepab' miqxebe ,jexrde g"x i"tr)
.(fk f"rae :hp oixcdpqa `aena df oipra 'r) .dlind
lkn dil wetiz ,xikye ayezn mzeaxl jixv dn ,xn`z m`e Ð 'ledn iperabe ledn iaxr iiez`l'
ly zexkpzddy ,xenb iebn xzei zlqet l`xyi oa ly zecneyny xnel yie ?ea lk`i `l xkp oa
oke .`"ahixe `"ayx i"tr) .eiyrn exkpzpy l`xyi `l` xkp oan cenll oi` jkld ,xzei drexb l`xyi
dlk`d zllek 'xkp oa' zxdf`y ,(i"ayxc `zlikn i"tr Ð gkw oie`l Ð zeevnd xtqae f,h gqt oaxw) m"anxa rnyn
.ixkp `le cneyn l`xyil
ile` mzhiyle .bn,ai zeny z"dr i"yxa `ed oke ,ixkp mb zllek ef dxdf`y `aen (eh) l`rnyi iaxc `zlikna mle`e
llka mpi`y ,ledn iperabe iaxr `xnba exn` df lre ,'xkp oa' llka epi` eizeevn xneye f"r caer epi`y gp oay xnel yi
.(a"ve .'xkp oa'n `le 'lxr'n mihrenn mdy ,f"r icaer
xn`c dinrhl xfril` iaxe …ledn `edyk clepy ohwe ,lah `le lny xb iiez`l …`aiwr iaxe'
xikye ayez weqtd ,`aiwr iax zrcly `xnba x`ean Ð '`ed `ilrn xb Ð lah `le lny xb
,gqt oiprl cgein herin il dnl oiadl yie .lah `le lny xbl gqt zlik` xeq`l `a ea lk`i `l
?xkp oa lk e` lxr lk ly xeqi`a llkpe ,`ed ieb oiicr ezhiyl `ld
z` zakrn dliahdy ezhiyl xewnd `ed o`ky (a,en lirl 'qez) mixne` yi :xaca exn`p mivexz dnk
epizea` zliahn xacd z` cnly (my) ryedi iaxk `lce] .gqtd zlik`a aezkd Fxq`y jkn ,zexbd
.[ipiq xd cnrna
qpkpe ligzd xak mewn lkn ,ezexib dxnbp `ly i"tr` zecdi myl lenipy oeiky ,uxiz `"ayxde
.dliah `l` jixv epi`y ,zicedi zca zvw
`le lny dfl xizdl mewn did gqt oaxw oiprl wxy (b zeevnd qxhpew ,d"g ield hay) azky in yie
`l` epivn `l dliah la` ,(xb zlinl xewnd myne) dlin `l` epivn `l mixvn gqta mb ik ,lah
.mixvn gqtn zexec gqt cenll `pin` ded okle .dxez ozna dpikyd itpk zgz eqpkpyk
zn`ay oipn ,dywe .zexecl `l` ,dry dze`l jiiy did `l ,mixvna exn`py miweqtd on cnlpy yxcd df itl ,mpn`)
zrcly el heyt (a,en mipyi 'qeza lirl `aen) l`pzp epax ,ok`e ?zexeclk ,dliahd lr eehvp md mb `ny ,`ed jk
.(xazqn oke .mgqt lek`l ick elah dry dze`ay l`xyi ,gqta xeq` lah `le lny xb xne`d
'faipetn wgvi iax oe`bd azk [hyta ahid ayiizn `ed eyecig lk mry] ycegn yexit
aezka lah `le lny xb oic `xnba elzy dn oaen oi` dxe`kl :azk jke .`zil `xwirn `iyew eitle
?dfl df oipr dn Ð xikye ayez
iprpk cary myk xnel mewn didy ,l`xyil iepwd ixkpl `l` ixkp mzql `xnbd zpeek oi` `l`
oa lkl oicd `ed ,epec` xg` xxbp el iepwy oeiky ,xf `edy i"tr` 'etqk oipw' oicn dnexza lke`
enk ,lenipy s` 'lxr'k epic ,ok `l m`y] ,zecdi myl lenipy oebk ,elqetd xac ea oi`e 'lxr' epi`y xkp
aezkd `a dfl Ð egqtn lke`e eax ixg` xxbp lah `ly it lr s` ,[`ed 'lxr' ledn ieb s`y o`k exn`y
.gqt zlik`n exq`l
'lxr' epi`y oeiky ,icedil car `edy epiid Ð 'ledn `edyk clepy ohw' exn`y dna dpeekd oke
.eax zngn lek`l el xzeny oizrc `wlq
,(c wgvi xkf)
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oaxwn lek`l el xeq` ,zixa mc epnn sihdl jixv ledn clepy ohw xaeqd zrcly `xnba x`ean Ð
.zixa mc zthd jixv oi`y ezhiyl jledy meyn edf ,xiznd xfril` iaxe .gqt
oiprl wqt jci`ne ,ipinyd meia zixa mc zthd jixvy (f,` dlin) wqety m"anxd lr eywd o`kne
?'dnexza lke` Ð ledn clepd' (`i,f zenexz) dnexz
`r sc Ð zenai
`id lke` epi`y daiqd ,gqtay ,gqt zlik`a exeqi`l dnexz zlik`a 'lxr' xeqi` oia ewligy yi
,eteba leqt oi` mye ,gqt zlik`n ezakrn eixkf zlin s` ixdy ,dlin zeevn meiw i` meyn (?mb)
Ð sihd `l cer lk ,zixa mc zthd zeevn ea yiy oeik ,ledn clepa mb jkld .lxr epi` ixdy
meyn dpi` dripnd ,ok m`e ,dzlik` zakrn eixkf zlin oi` ixd dnexza la` .xeq`
oeik ,ledn clepd ohwy m"anxd xaeq jk meyne ,zlqetd zelxrd mvr zngn `l` ,devnd-meiw-i`
dzngn aygp epi`y m"anxd xaeq (dlw zay) 'dyeak dlxr' meyne] .dnexza xzen ,'lxr' epi`y
.['lxr'
,dnexza epi`y cgein oic epivn gqtay oeik j` ,dey dxfba dfn df micnl dline gqty it lr s`e
,dnexza ok oi`y dn ,ledn clepy ohwl dlik` xeqi`l daiqd `ed df oicy ixd ,zakrn eixkf zliny
.[dlinc `"x wxt ,zay Ð awri zelidwa yi f"irke] .b wgvi xkf) .xen`k
,zakrn dpnfa `ly zelxry `xnba cvd itl s` ,gqta xeq` epi` ,dpeny eilr exary mcew ,ledn clepdy `vi df itl
`edy oebk ,qpe` zngn zixa mc sihdln repny `l` ,dpeny xg`l d"dy xyt`e .`kil dlin zevne ,`kil 'lxr' `kdc
.(epzibeqa x`eank ,akrn epi` `peeb i`d ik qep`ay eixkf zlinl `incc ,'cke mixeq`d ziaa
it lr s` Ð '…?dl zgkyn ikid Ð diyr zrya edpzile dlik` zrya edpzi`c eixkf `l`'
didy oeik ,'dpnfa `ly zelxr'k aygp df oi` mewn lkn ,dlin onf epi` f`e ,dlila dlik` zryy
.d,bn `"g zygxn) .ezcill dpeny jez ok oi`y dn ,okl mcewn lenl leki
cinrdl yi `ld ,myn `xnbd dgiken dn ok `l m`y ,dpeny jezak aygp dcill ipiny lily `xnba rnyn dxe`kle
rnyn `l` Ð ipinya `ed xak dlik` zryae ie`x did `l diyr zryay ,oqipa e"ha ezcill ipiny mei lgy zehyta
.mipexg`d xaca epc xake .'dpnfa zelxr'k `ed ixd ipiny lily ,jtdl yxetn inlyexia mle`e .eiptlk oecip ipiny lily
.(oeir jixve .(ep zxaeg) ai migafa `aena r"r
,ipiqn dynl dkld efy hwp (ft) oeiv oipa z"eya Ð '…dray lk dil opiadic …dng ezvlgy oebk'
edfy d`xp xzeiy azk (cn 'nr ,f `"g .`"fyxbdl) dnly zgpn xtqae .ezexadl mini dray el ozil
dzrc ayiil minkg eygy epivny enke] ,dpkqd on xyt`y dnk cr wigxdl ick minkg ixeriyn
`py i`n ,oeir jixv `zln `dae' ;df xaca oiirl azky `l` .[zaya xp wilcdl exizde zlcei ly
lr llk xabzi `ly ileg eze`a i`ce xikne rceiy xne` `tex m`c cid b"ry dkn e` llg ly dknn
`ed m` dlin ipipra `tex lr oikneq oi` dnle ,oillgn oi`y x`eanc ,zay i`ven cr oiznpy ici
s` dpnfa dlin oigece el oirney oi` d"it`c ,mini 'f oizndl llk jxev mey oi`c xexa rceiy xne`
.'zay dgec dnvr `idy
:(23 'nr ,q-hp '`iq`' uaewa e`aed) df oipra ,l"vf jaxrie` f"yxbd z`n zekld iwqt dnk dpde
xg`l mini dray dlind z` zegcl yi ,letihl wwfp `ed m` Ð ('dinp`') mc xqegn laeqd wepiz
.(a"wq aqx c"ei mc` znyp) ez`xad xg`l cin elenl xyt` ,letihl wwfp epi` m`e ,ez`xad
gqw 'nr f"kyz i 'mrep') .mipirl aedv d`xp epi`y rbxn elenl yi ,zibeleiqit zadvn laeqd wepiz
.(jli`e
yi jkitl .zeyaizdn mxbp megd m` mb ,dlegk aygp dlrne (qeiflv) zelrn 38 meg el yiy wepiz
.(`"wq aqx c"ei c"g ;e"wq aqx c"ei mc` znyp) .ez`xad xg`l mini dray dlind z` zegcl
iheiaihp`d letiha jiynn j` medifd on milgde ,medif llba dwiheiaihp`a letih lawy wepiz
oi`e ,ezlgnn eznlgd ixg` mini dray elenl yi Ð dfk letiha miizxbyd minid xtqn znlydl
.(my) iheiaihp`d letihd zwqtd ixg` mini dray oizndl
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ar sc Ð zenai
oizndl miaiig oi` Ð gezip ici lr e` eil`n gztp `ede ,zerncd xepiva dnizq mr clepy wepiz
.(g"wq aqx c"ei mc` znyp) .`txzpyk cin eze` miln `l` mini dray
mini dray zpznd `la dleg wepiza elit` zixa mc epnn sihdl xzen Ð ledn clepy wepiz
(c"wq bqx my) .ez`xadn
aqx my) dlinl wewfd xbeanl qgia mb lg ,eteb lk zlgnn d`xad xg`l mini dray oizndl aeigd
(c"wq
zliny (i"yx oeyln xwira) wiic `"yxdnd Ð 'oixeq`d ziaa oiyeag en`e eia` eidy oebk' (a"r)
'jepig zgpn'ae .dpa z` lenl zaiiegn dpi`y i"tr`e ,gqt lek`ln m`d z` s` zakrn oad
minkg ekix`d xake .(lenip `di oady zb`ec `id dzid k"xcay `l`) `wec e`l 'en`'y ,df weic dgc
,eilr zlhend dlin zevn meiw i` zngn `ed 'zakrn eixkf zlin' oic m` ,df oipra oecl mipexg`
.(cere o`k i"dw ;q"yd lr g"xbd iyecig 're .lirl 'r) .envrl oic `ed `ny e`
odkd v"xl zenelg ixac qxhpewa minrhe mipipr 'r Ð
'ryedi …epia` mdxa`l dlin zrixt dpzip `l'
.(ai ,`a) wicv ixt ;(192 'nr ,ak)
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`ed `fer ;l"pd l`fre `ferc zetilw izyd md mcbp ycew-zixad miqknd zexer ipy ik …'
lre ,milxr miiebd lk ly rxd yxey `ed ik ,ixnbl dxiqdle dzxekl jixvy dlxrd ztilw
wacile zinx` z`ial l`xyia de`zd epnne ,my xdefa y"nk jyegd wnerl ltepd `ed ok
,dywde ard dlxr xer xqedy mbdy ,drixtd xerc dtilwd `ed l`fre .dlxr jynile mieba
ziy`xaa exn`y enk yinyz ici lr milecba envrn jrnzn `ede ,drixtc wcd xer yi oiicr
milrne dqkn epi` ,dhnl seba oiicr epyiy i"tr`e ,cal zelble drixwa el ice ,mdxa`a dax
.cer dyecwd
zlxr z` mzlne aezky oiprke ,ze`zae rxa rewiya ezeywre ald zeiyw `ed dlxrd ik
mehnh x`yp oiicr ald zlxre sxerd zeiyw xiqde lny xg`e ,cer eywz `l mktxre mkaal
'ebe mkaal erxw oiprk eaal xebq zrixwa dfa ice ,ea dyecw xac qpkil gipi `ly ala mhe`e
oiwfnyke ,mc`d zexgye zeclia exwir df xace .zee`zd zxiaya dnecke dzind mei oexkfa
exn` ik 'd ipira rx `xwpy dlhal rxf z`ved oere mixerp z`hg `ed dfne .`linn ltep
l`xyi jezn) .'…oira oir ze`xl 'd ipt ze`xzdl leki oi`y ,`zpiky it` ing `lc xdefa
(128 'nr miyecw
ar sc
xny miax da eycc `pci`de …dia opildn `l `zeyc `neie `airc `nei jkld `tt ax xn`'
Ð ''d mi`zt
,ecia zeyxd Ð `airc `neia ilednl ira `lc o`n ,l"fe eax mya `"ahixd azky ji` o"xd azke'
.opern `edyk zaya lenl `ly ie`x didy oicd `ede .mi`zt xney lr jnqinl `lc ,ciar xitye
,xn` ,l`xyi ly odizlxrn `ln xacnd mrla d`x Ð awri xtr dpn in :dcbda exn` ,azk cere
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