.exag rwxwn miwpeie mixceg miyxeyd oi`e ,`npev wiqtnyk ,`ler cinrn – mxkd zcear icka
yie) .'dlera lfb `pey 'd ip`' aizkc ,gafnd iab lr lfb oi`ian oi`y ,mixeka `ian epi` jkle
e` ,exag zwipin wlg mda yi ixdy ,milefbk mipecip mnvr zexitdy dpeekd m` eixaca oecl
.(dk wxt seq ,b xry 'xyi ixry'a dfa cciv – ef drihpa olfb dyrp mc`dy itl
`iane epli` jneq `diy ,ux`d zwelga ryedi dpzdy mi`pzny opgei 'x xn` (:fk) oldle
in yie .`"ayxd azk ok – jka ryedi dpzd `ly xaq ,'olfb' df ixdy xn`y `lere .mixekia
dpzd `lerl mby ,(mixekia `ian epi`y wx jenql xzen `lerly ,'qeze i"yx zhiyl .w"nhy 'r) azky
.mixekia aeig o`k oi`e 'jvx`' df oi` oiicry `l` ,jenql xzen `diy ryedi
xe`aa cer d`xe .a dxrd ,` 'iyi zia'a dnzy dna d`xe .ck,` zenexz – ield f"ix oxn iyecga oiprd xe`aa 'r .`)
.`v 'iq – `"hily il`xyi y"xbl 'oinipa zeeg' xtqa g"xe i"yx zehiy
epli` wigxdl aiig ,(l"ega s` miniiw ryedi dpzdy mi`pz ,dkldly) ,ryedi i`pz `lly ,o"anxd ixacn rnyn
.a
`l` ,oiwifp zwgxd ipicl oipr epi`y itl ,iqei 'xl elit`e ,exag lyn ewpiie eqpki `l eiyxyy ick ,exag xvinn
xacd zxaq x`al jix`de .lfb meyn xaca oi` ryedi i`pz `ll s`y rnyn 'qezd ixacn mle`e .miplfbd llka `ed
.(oiwxt yixa lirl hhevn – `,`i a"a `"efg r"re .bkw b"g c"ei – dyn zexb` z"eya
fk sc
o`kn dlerd – 'wc `l `xnegle wc `lc epiid ,`zn`c `blt dil yt izk`'
oli` dcy edfi`' :(a,` ziriay) epyy dfe .yilye dn` b"l xhewa lebir `ed oli`d zwipi xeriyy
llekd ghydy ,xnel dvx – 'd`q zial zepli` dyly lk – (zxvrd cr ziriay axr eze` oiyxegy)
.dn` 2500 – d`q zia ghya didi ,zepli`d zylyl aiaqn rwxwd ly
dwipid ghyl ribn oli` lk zwipi ghyy ixd ,yilye dn` b"l oli`l oli` oia yi xy`k ,jkld
oi`e oitxhvn oi` – xzei miwgexn md m` la` .'d`q zia'a mirehpk miaygp md ixde ,exag ly
xzei miaexw md m` oke .elqe dxe` `lnk `l` zxvr cr eaiaq yexgl xeq`e 'oli` dcy' o`k
.d`q zia miqtez mpi` maexiw iptny ,rehp d`q zia o`k oi` – df xeriyn
.z"lc oink e` dxeya mirehp zepli` 'b mze` m` welig oi`y d`xpe
i"tr) .reaixa d`q zia oiyxege ,jka egixhd `l e` oli` lk aiaq lebira miyxeg m` yxet `le
,('qeze i"yxr)
.(c,fi ziriay `"efg
,drihp lk aiaq dn` 'h witqnl eayge ,geixa mzwipi ozil `ly exingd ,zerihp xyr oiprle
.xbea oli`n zegt zwpei drihpy itl ,mipey`x eyxte .rvenn ote`a zwtqnd dwipi efy
'xe xi`n 'x zrcle ,'mxk' my eilr zeidl ,xzei mittevn mixeriy epzp ,mi`lk ipic oiprl mle`e
itl – df lka mrhde .mxk zxev ciqtn zepli`d oia geix zen` dpenya elit` ,(h,c mi`lk) oerny
erawp mipicde .xzei lecb dwipid xeriyy mbd ,ixyt`d aexwa zepli`d stevl mc` ipa bdpny
xg` mikled mixekia oiprl ,jkld .mc` ipa zbdpde ,dwipid rah – elld mipezpd ipyl m`zda
eknq mi`lk oiprle .zxvr cr ziriay axra oli`d zyixg oiprl elwd oke .ixnbl dwipid rah
.(`k ,mihewl a"a `"efg i"tr) .mzrihpa mc` ipa bdpn lr xzeia
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`ian (d`tc b"t) 'yexia' – '…mixekaae d`ta aiig `edy lk rwxw :xne` `aiwr iax'
ikde ,'i`xd on xeht rwxw el oi`y inc mi`xen` dnk ixn`w df zeawrae ,'oei`xde :ipz' `ziixa
dxikfd `l dpynde ,zeipyndk weqtl ekxck df hinyd m"anxde .(:g migqt) ,ilaaa in` 'x xn`w
(`"hily lvpap `"xbdn) .'oei`xde
t sc Ð oiyecw
xehta lcb la` ,dxixa oi` xaq xne dxixa yi xaq xnc `l` ibilt `l o`k cr' (a"r)
dpeekd `l` ,o`k jiiy epi`y ,`nlrc 'dxixa' oicl oipr df oi` – 'xeht lkd ixac
zkll yi jkl ,l"eg lye ux`d ly ,ztzeyn miyxeyd zwipi zeid iptn b"ayxe iax ewlgpy
,oli`d lka zaxrn miyxyd zwipiy myk e` ,dnvrl zg` lk zcxtp `idy ,zetepd zwipi xg`
.zaxern zetepd zwipi mb jk
mbd ,ux`l milecibd z` qgiil xyt` ,ux`a rehp oli`d lk m`y ,rnyn mdipy ixacne
.`ler lr el`yy edfe .dwipid xwir xg` mikledy itl ,l"egl mihytzn miyxydy
zaxern miyxeyd zwipi m`e ,sepd xg` oikled oi`e ,xwird `id miyxeyd zwipi mlerly ,evxze
.'lalan `xie`'a mzwelgne ,`npev wiqtnca ewlgp o`ke .lahe oileg miaxern mlek zexitd cvay miyxeyd ly dwipid zlerty micen lkde ,oica zwelgn `l` ,raha zwelgn o`k oi`e
leala mr zaygzn oicd zriaw m` dl`yde ,dlrnly oli`a cv eze`a xzei zlret ,ipelt
.cxtpa cv lk ly zixwird dwipid mr e` ,dlrnly dwipid
zenexz oiprl la` ,ryedi dpzdy i`pz meyn edf ,mixekia oiprl `lerk dkld oi`y it lr s`e
oilege lah ,`npev wiqtn oi`y lke ,xwir miyxeydy df xaca `ler lr wleg oi` ,zexyrne
.b"ayxl s` ,oiaxern
`l` ux`a mlek m` la` ,l"ega mzvwne ux`a mzvwn mnvr miyxeydyk `wec df j`
.`npev wiqtn oi`y t"r` zexyrne zenexza aiige xwird xg` mikled – l"ega mihytzny
.(`k mihewl ,a"a – `"efg i"tr) .ck,` zenexz- m"anxd wqt oke .i,b zexyrn zkqna epipyy enke
m`y m"anxd ixacae .o`k d"nxd azk ok – `npevc `zniwe`l jixv ,`lerk `le opgei 'xk l"iiwc i`nl s`y k"yn)
d"ke) .xacd xe`aa m"anxd lr f"ixbd iyecga 'r – l"egl miyxeyd zehytzda ol ztk` `l ,i"`a elek oli`d
.(` i"qeq 'iyi zia' xtqa oke ;(oihb – 'q"yd lr miyecg'a
wqtc s` (`"i 'ld mixeka 'ldn a"t) m"anxd wqt ok' – '`xewe `ian …xvinl jenqd oli` cg`'
lvpap `"xbdn) .'`ipdnc my wqtc ,dryl zeyxk aiyg oep oa ryei i`pzc l"qc 'pe .wigxdl aiigc
.(`"hily
,oileciba dlifb cv yi m` `l` akrn oi` mixeka oiprly x`ae ,xaca rbp (fh q"eq) awri zeldwae
oexqg df oi` ,rwxwd lral wfd mxeb eilecibay t"r` ,lfb cvn oexqg oi` m` la` ,ely epi`y
.(`v 'oinipa zeeg'a azk oke .y"r .'jvx`n'a
z"ey ;bi,a mixeka – 'gny xe`'e g"xbd iyecg 'r –
m"anxd ixac xe`aae zepli` 'be 'a dpewd oipra cer
.c,fn a"g wgvi xkf r"re .ix c"g ield hay z"ey ;bkw b"g c"ei dyn zexb`
*
da waciy daeh jxc `id efi` e`xe e`v :eicinlzl i`kf oa opgei oax mdl xn`'
ezeid xg`e ,eipky lk l` aeh oky envra `diy' – 'aeh oky :xn` iqei 'x …mc`d
i`a lk z` aed`l xacd eil` aexw ,dpenyl e` mc` ipa dyngl on`p ade`e aeh
(h,a zea` – dpei epax) .'zeaehd zecnd lka xye`n `vnpe .mler
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gtqp
gtqp
z`e xeq`d z` zrxknd `id dkldde ,dkldd iwqt mr cg` seb minrtl dnd zeixqend zeaeg'
,izeigl zwqt ly dprh oi` zewepiz icnlnac 'a `"k a"a exn` ,cvik .xqend zxez ly xzend
ipa rahke ,zxg` xirn mixg` micnln e`a me`ztle mlnrn miqpxtzn micnln xira yiy ixd
.ewefp xird icnlne miycgd migxe`d lr mlk evtw ,zepyidn oevx miray mpi` mc`
zep`ez mdilr ywal e`vi ald z`pyne ,miycgd mitcexd lr mala mz`py ehyt migtewnd
ingx xxerle `ey zac `ivedl e`vi drx l` drxne ,mdilr rx xac mpeyl ecnle ,zelilre minen
mda minwep mizrle zeaixne zehhwa eitqedy cr ,miycgd mi`ad ly zeixfk`d cbp xird ipa
.mci `vnz xy`k zenwp
,miycgd lr akrl milekiy mzenk dkldd dzid `el oe`e `hg lkn miwepn eid mdiyrn lk dpd
o`k oi` ,ipiqa d"r epax dynl dxn`py dkldd cbp zexnl mzeytpa mi`hegd eid miycgde
.dlz lr zcd cinrdl devn zngln o`k yie ,mpg z`py `le rxd oeyl xeqi` `le zwelgn xeqi`
miyp`c `zeign dlrp dfd ceqie ,dnkg daxz mixteq z`pwc drixkd dklddy eykr la`
mze` mi`peyyke ,miiwp mc miktey mcbpk minwde dkldk eyr mi`ad migxe`d dpd ,miihxt
milidwnyk ,x"dl xeqi` lr mixaer rx mdilr mixacnyk ,jig` `pyz `l lr mixaer ala
.mewz `l meyn mixaer dahd xcrda mda minwepyk ,gxwk 'idz `l lr mixaer zehhwl zeldw
zekld daxd ef dklda dllkp ,'akrn ivn `lc iwcxc ixwna d"x dcene' my a"a 'nba exn`yke
.dkldd ze`vezn dpybtz xy` zeixqen
`ed xy` dxwn lkay ,dfd lecbd xwird z` eaala zrhl mc`d lczyiy zeixqend zeaegn
cenil `lde ,scxpd `ed ine scexd `ed in zrcl dkldd qlta lewyl jixv ,edrx mr ybtp
dwetd zaxe dlyknd `id d`xep dne ,scexdl zexexn znge scxpdl dlnge dad` ligpn xqend
zlef mewn oi` ezzn` zrcl xy`e ,scexl scxpd z`e scxpl scexd z` mitilgnd on zeidl
.l"f epzeax laz iwevn epl mexqn xy` miwqetd ixtqa
ik ,zepwezn zecn zepwl ezciwy un`e egwl ax eplirei `l ,dfd ceqid eala rawed `ly ine
`l zepwezn opd m` s`e ,zeirahd eizeihpk ehtyn uxgi gha edrx mr zenevrza eybtda
eizeclez lk ,zeern 'idi ehtyn ceqi m`e ,ziniinyd dkldd mr zeaexw mizrl eni`zi
iplivd 'zi eiptl `znac iwcxc ixwn wrfi ik ied ,mizigyn xage mixf icli zeidl dpaiigzz
,qgptk xky miywane ixnf iyrn miyer lr ied ,edprz lew za minyd one ,'ebe evn` ik itcexn
iwcxc ixwnc izxeza izazk `ld ,dxezl mipt `yep jpi`y `ed dz` `ld ,scexd `ed dz` `ld
.akrn ivn `l
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oiay zekldae ,llka zeklda z"tba cenild `ed ,htynd zad`a lczydl mixwird mipipwd on
oeirde lnrd `ed zewinrn zex`t yixyn xzeide ,l"vf q"ixbd azky enke ,hxta exagl mc`
dklddy dxkdde ,htynl drpkd ly oipwd eytpa yi xak dizekld lka iwa eppi`y s`e ,z"tba
.exag ipipra rbep `edy dn lka mkg zl`y jixvye ,'zi ezceara ceqid `id
ezexyie dgeha ezenily ,zecnd xqene d`xid ixtqae dklda z"tba ,dxeza elnry mkgde
zeidln geha eppi`e htynd lecg `edy wtq oi` ,dzrcl rbi `le dkldd z` afry ine ,dxeny
.miyn ilan zigyn yi`l xag
`caera y` zeadl aveg azek [f"i w"q e"pw 'iq n"eg z"ta `aed] d"nx 'iq c"ei 'le`y yi' xtqa
`"nxd ixacn elzpe lyend i"r myxbl xiray micnlnd evxe mixg` zenewnn micnln e`ay
`l dnkg daxz mixteq z`pwc exn`y dne 'ek z`f lk jiiy `l micnlnae g"za `ld azeke 'ek
'ek ciqgd oe`bdy exn`y dne ,'ek lad df ,'nbe dpyn micnlna `le iwcxc ixwna `l` jiiy
.ok dyriy oe`bdl dlilge exne`l xeq`y xne` ip` ,mixg` micnlnd yxbl ok dxed
,lyend i"r myxbl xzen ,micnlnd xqe` oicd m` ,l`xyia oicd zhlyd dvxt dnk cr epcnl
miiwl devn o`k yi ,mixf i"r l`xyi yxbl zeizigte zexiqne zepiyln o`k oi` ,myxbl devne
ze`eyp mdipir l`xyi lke ,l`xyi llkn `veie ,xeqn `ed yxbnd ,mxizn oicd m`e ,elz lr zcd
,htynd zad`a xecgd l"vf oefphp y"ix oe`bd .dkldd cibdl xecd ipe`ble r"eyd ixacl
uiaxdl xzen lkd ,'izeigl zwqt' ly dprh o`k oi` ,dtifpa mda xrebe xird icnln lr xfk`zi
m` ez`pwe htynd zad` eala ozp ine ,ead` melyde htynd ,erpkp lkd l"f eixacle ,dxez
.dkld ly dwnera oell dgiy herin dpW¥ herin `l
aeig cv lr `l` ,ze`ivn cv lr epi` ,izeigl zwqt meyn akrl ivnc `zn ipa ly one` mpn`e
ly one` o`k 'idi m` el xqgi `le ,k"dei cr d"xn el oiaevw mc` ly eizepefn lky ,zelczydd
aege ,ecvn zelczyd aega df qpkp akrl ivn m` wx ,'idi `l m` el xizei `le ,`zixg` `zn
,wifn meyn exag lr oi`e ,zelczyd aeg meyn ea oi` akrn ivn `l i`e ,edrx cvn wfpd zwgxd
itl zenecnd zeaiqd xg` dticxde ,exeqgn ic el ozi gha xevi lk ly ewg mgl sixhnd la`
.lad – mipird zepfe ald xeiz
i` ly zelird lk z` ea dleze ,enei zxixn ly eivg zxhnl edrx z` miyny onfa mpn`e
,'zi ezgbyda dpen`d zephw oera cklp `ed ,dxezd ihtyna i`kf edrxy zra ,ezglvd
mpn`e ,'zi ezxifb zlef el aihidl e` el rxdl dgkay mlera dixa oi`y oin`dl d`xid ixwirny
zehdl gily dyrpe aiig i"r aeg oilblbn xn`p eilry okzi htyna `ly ryx dyer edrx m`
epi`e llk rx zegily llka df oi` dxezd it lr dyery zra ok` ,eci lr edrx lr xfbpy yperd
`"efgdl oeghae dpen` ipipra miwxt jezn) .'melk eci lr exagl xqgi `le llk exagl okeny dna rbep
.(eh-bi b-` b"t – l"vf
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eq sc Ð oiyecw
d"a
'mizad zwfg' – iyily wxt ,`xza `aa
gk sc
miycg 'b :xne` l`rnyi iax .meil mein opi`e mipy yly dzwfg lrad dcy'
'xe l`rnyi 'xy eyxt mipey`x dnk – '…dpey`xa ycg :xne` `aiwr 'x …dpey`xa
.hk oldl m"ayxae o`k i"yxa rnyn ok)
.'meil mein opi`' – mipey`xd mixacd yexta ewlgp `aiwr
.(`zlza d"c a"ra y"yx 're .gafnd d"c .bt migafae ,mzege d"c :fhw migqt 'qezae ,ef d"c :el oldle edn d"c
,`aiwr 'xe l`rnyi 'x lr wleg `nw `pze ,zerc yly o`k yiy x`al jix`d `"ayxd mle`e
m"anxd ixac zernyn oke) .zetivxa meil mein mpi` lrad ziaay `l` ,mipy 'b jixv mlerl ezrcle
.(sqei zxet 'r .sqei iwenpa n"ke ,dpynd yexta
lkc s` `ye` ikled 'il ixwc 'pe .l`rnyi 'x epiidc x`ean ('a 'nr) onwl' – '`ye` ikledn'
m`e ,:cq zeaezka x`eank ,mexcd dvwa ayi l`rnyi 'xy itl (i"yx 'r) `ye`l dzlb oixcdpqd
(`"hily lvpap `"xbdn) .'x`yd on xzei jld ok
`niiw `l ziriax dpy cr inp ikd aiigin `l ziriax dgibp cr crend xey dn i`'
lr zetqeza ecnr xak) – '…cren ied zegibp yly gbp ikn mzd `zyd ikd – ?!dizeyxa
rah lr dgkede oniqk zipecip xeyd z`crd dywnd zrcly yxtl yi .(y"r ,dywnd ly ezrc
m`y ,cren zwfgl `ae mz zwfgn `vi ziriaxd dgibpa wxy xnel epgxk lr ,jky oeike ,xeyd
dywd okle .cren `edy dzr rcep ixdy ,mly wfp mlyl jixv did ziyilyd dgibpa xak ,ok `l
.mipy 'c ekxhvi o`k mby
dzr dyrpe gbil xeyd lbxzd zegbipd yly ici lry `l` dgkedk d`crd oipr oi`y ,uxize
.mly wfp mlyi – gbi m` jli`e dzrne ,df rah ykx ziyily dgibpa xake ,ogbp
dedn dnvr dwfgdy ixd ,d`crdl dwfg zinicy oeik – 'dzrn `l`' :zeywdl jiynny edfe
,('ezecrEn'e erah z` xeyl mipwn onvr zegibpdy d`crdc `inec) wifgnd ly epiipwl daiq
dpwdy jk lr zizaiqp d g k e d k dpi`e) .el lgn ik ,dgni `l aey – dgin `le wzyy oeiky
dwfgd mvr `lde ?'dwfg dpi` dprh dnr oi`y dwfg lk opz dnl`' – (mrt rwxwd z` el
.l"vf iwvpinw i"xbl 'awril zn`') .idylk dprha jxev yi recne ,rwxwd lr zelraa iepiy dedn
.(xeyd zecrEn oipr lr – ck scae ,fl sca w"aa `ibeqd lr mipexg`d ixtqa r"re
zwfg oiprl mipe`bd eazky enk) dlign meyn dprh dnr oi`y dwfg dliren `l zn`ay mrhde
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