eh
sc
wiprdl aiig did oec`d eli` ;xaca yi `xaq s` Ð 'envr xkenl `le el Ð el wiprz wiprd'
dn .ef dwprda dne`n card giexd `l ixde ,ezxikn inc zigtn did dligzkln ,ez`ivia el
dxez dxn` cala dfa ,apbpl ribn ezxikn sqky ,oic zia ici lr ezapba xknpd cara ok oi`y
dnkg jyn) .ezgeexl ,envr carl Ð e l wiprz wiprdn eyxcy edfe .ez`ivi zra carl wiprdl
(ai,eh d`x Ð
oi`e Ð 'eaeg lral `le el `l` …`pngx diixw xiky ,`l i`n` eiyxei .eiyxeil `le el'
?`nlra zexiky oicl cebipa eaeg lra hrnp recne ,'`pngx diixw xiky' oiicr xnel
hrnl xazqn oi` okle xiky ly z e i e k f el dpzp dxezdy meyn dzid `xnbd zl`yy xnel yi
zeabl zekf eaeg lral oi`y ,xzi zeiekf dwprda dxez el dpzpy xyt`e xyt` mpn` ,dyexi
.xiky ly zeiekf dxez el dpzpy `l` ,ynn zexiky melyz dxcb dnvr dwprdd oi`y ,ezwprd
.(zereny ixry ;xgyd zli` ;y"aew ;h"ixdn 're .inl p"l dhiy ;y"r ai,c micar jlnd xry ;axia i"xdn i"tr)
miyxtn yi Ð 'ozp iaxk ol `xiaq `l inp `nlra …eaeg lral `le el …eiyxeil `le el'
,xiky xky melyz x`ya Ð '`nlra' dpeekdy (m"anxd zrca mb ok eazky yie .'qeza Ð l`pzp epax)
.zexikya `le a"eike d`eelda `l` xn`p `l ozp iax ly epicy ,dwprdc `inec
n"eg j"y) eaeg lral zekf oi` dfay ,iprl zpzipd dwcva Ð '`nlra' yxte df oirk azky yie
,dpnn daeb eaeg lra oi` ,iprd ly ecil d`ay xg` elit` dwcvay ,df yext lr exirde .(et
hrnl mileki eide ,ozp iax ly epicl llk jiiy df oi` ,ok m`e ,cala iprl `l` dpzip `l ik
jlnd xry) .da zekf eaeg lral oi`e card cia x`yz mlerl dwprddy ,eaeg lral `le Ð 'el'
oi` ,card cil dwprdd dribdy xg`l s`y m"anxd zrca eazky yi ok`e .yi` oefg ;my g"devw 're .ai,c micar
aeyi Ð q"yd lr g"xbd iyeciga r"re .m"anxd ilk i`yep x`yae ,e"hdae my jlnd xry 'r .da eaeg lral zekf
.(m"anxd zhiyl xg`
dnecd ote`a Ð '`nlra' (my `"bd zrca Ð w"ac c"tx y"`xd lr `"xbd zedbda rnyn ok) eyxty yie
.(`,dp iyi zia 're) .carl oec`d ly dwprdd aegl ,eaeg lral card ly eaeg mcwy ,o`kl
,xiky xkyk ,xenb aeg `ed m`d (ci,b micar) jlnl-dpynd wtzqp ,dwprd melyz zxcbd seba
zeabl eiqkpl oicxei oi` dwcvay mixaeqd zhiyl Ð dpin `wtpe] .dwcv zevnk `nlra devn e`
'r) `"xbd zhiyy giked (a,ci oihibae o`k) iwqafex y"xbd ixeriyae .[df oiprl dwprda oicd dn Ð
dwprda dyexi zkiiy k"tr`e ,zexikyk `le dwcvk dwprd xcby (c"tx w"aa y"`xd lre o`k eizedbda
itlk zipenn devn `idy oeik ,[jk lr cgein herin jixv n"n ,dyexi oi`y `"xbd zqxbl s`e]
xtqa m"anxd ixacn eppnf ixagn ewiic oke) .ef ezekf z` yixene 'oic lra' `ed aygpe ,mieqn mc`
lr o`k oecipd oi`y ,zrxkn dgked ef oi`e .(evw) cqge dwcv zeevn x`y jeza dwprd zevn z` mwiny ,zeevnd
.(a e i g d z x c b d lr `l` ,(yxcna `zi` oke) dipipre devnd inrh
Ð ixtqd lr 'mc` zeclez' ;o`k ixi`n ;my c"a`xae y"xae (dk `xwie) 'ayezk xikyk' t"dr mipdk zxez :r"re
.a,hiw d`x
ap
eh sc Ð oiyecw
la` ,`xeqi` car `lc `ed envr xken `pin` c"q ,jixhvi`e xiky xiky sili mlerl'
'r) dilr oiaiyn oi`e `id zipten dey dxfb `lde Ð 'diqpwip `ni` `xeqi` carc c"a edexkn
?`xaq it lr dey-dxfbd z` jextl ozip cvike ,(i"yxae `xnba lirl
,apby dn mlyl ick carl eze` mixken mlyl el oi`e apebdy dxez dxn`e li`ed ,yxtl yi
z` lhal dey-dxfbdn cenll oi`e ,ezapba xknpe oic miiwl ick ,laeia `vi `ly `pin` ded
.(yi` oefg i"tr) .dyxta yxetnd oicd
ie`xy ,dnvr gkn zcnerd `xaq `l` ,dfn df oecl oi` dllbay '`kxit' xcba ef oi` :xg` ote`a
oic o`k s` ,'`ed `xaq Ð `xw il dnl' zl`ey `xnbdy epivny enke ,laeia `vi `ly eqpewl
ztqep `nbec `iad xgyd zli` xtqae .mixeriy uaew) .dey dxfbd lr `kxit `le ,o`k yi `xaqd gkn
.cer my oiire ,xacl
;et zenai 'qezr) ok mixne` oi` xazqn `ly mewna ,dvgnl y"b e` ywd oi`y it lr s`y mipey`x eazk xake
zeixed ozi` dtvn .i oixcdpq o"x :k oldl `"ahixe `"ayxe o"anx :`i lirle .fp oldl l"yxdne i"yx :r"re .f mixcp
.(.cn .el oldl `aena r"re .'frea'a b,c oileg l`xyi zx`tz ;c
'miaexw zle`b' oic oi`y `xnba x`ean Ð 'xg`l `le dfl …dl`a l`bp epi`y in dne' (a"r)
elkei `l recn ok m`e ,sqka envr zectl leki card `ld ,xe`a jixve .l`xyil xknpa
?(.f lirl `ibeqa x`eanke) oipwl exear sqk mipzep mixg`y 'iprpk car' oick ,ezectl eiaexw
lr sqkd zpizp dliren mpn` ik ,oec`d ly egxk lra ezectl miaexwd mileki oi`y mixne` yi
evxz cer .(xacd xiaqdy (gnw) `"efga 're .an jepig zgpn) epevxe dpwnd zrc z` jixv j` ,xg` ici
,df oic hrnzd o`ke ,card ly egxk lra s` xn`p miaexw zle`b oic :(yi` oefgae 'dpwnd'a 'r)
.dvex epi` m` ezectl mileki mpi`e
mpn` j` ,(`k oldl 'r) le`bl miaexwd lr zlhend devnde aeigd `l` hrnzd `ly miyxtn yie
ixeriyae ,h"ixdnd iyeciga .gi oldl 're .m"anxd zrca f,a micar dpyn sqk ;c"ixez i"tr) .zectl md mileki
.(o`k l`eny 'x
miwleg w"rxe b"dixy yxtn i"yx Ð
'…`aiwr iaxe ililbd iqei iax ,iaxc dilr biltc `pz o`ne'
lr miwleg w"rxe b"dixy heyt xack hwp (.gi) oldl c"ixezd mle`e .yya l`bp epi`y 'dl`a'n yxcy dna iax lr
oic lr 'iax` biltc `pz o`n' `xnbd ixac yxit d`xpke .miaexw zle`b zxez ea yi l`xyil xknpdy mixaeqe iax
z`ivi zeaxl xnege-lwd mdl oi` jkld ,l`xyil xknpl ixkpl xknp oia dle`b oica welig oi` w"rxe b"dixly ,df
.xg` xacl `l` yy hrnl jxvp epi` 'dl`a' `linne ,ixkpl xknpa yy
yexitly d`xpe .e`l m` miaexwl l`bp l`xyil xknp m`d ,iax lr miwlegd minkgl `xnba ewtzqp (.`k) oldle
.iax lr miwleg minkgy cvd itk ehwp o`k `ibeqay xnel jixv c"ixd
mipipre minrh
l"fx zeyxce `xwn ly eheyt Ð ixar car zyxt
zxeqn mr `xwn ly eheyt aeyiil zipyxt dhiy x`iexa ikcxn axd rivn ,'zecren iwxt' xtql `eana
Ð ;dt-lray-dxezd
bp
zrc sqei
mikxce mipey zepepbq mc` ipaly myke .'mc` ipa oeyla dxez dxac' llkd lr qqean ef dhiy ly dxwir
minrt ,ok lre .renyl dleki mc`d ofe`y mipeyd oeyld illk itk zxacn dxezd mb jk ,dradl mipey
eze`a miiwd xg` ot hlea mewn lkae ,micxtp zenewna dxeza eilr xaecny cg` `yep ep` mi`ven zeax
zpad itk ,jkl daiqd .mihaidd x`yn mlrznk mizrl d`xpy Ð zxg` ziefn haide ,dpey oepbq ,`yep
eli`k envrlyk ot lk bven s` mizrle ,oipray mipeyd miccvd z` hiladle yibcdl ,iyep`d eplky
dwif `ll envrl cg` lk miniiwe miwgexne mipeyk mibven mixacdy xg`l wx .xg`d otl xzeq `ed
zcg`nd ,dkldd ,dt-lray-dxezd zxeqn ici lr z`fe ,mcegi`a zelbzdle xefgl mileki ,xg`d otl
.zg` daihg mzeyrl `yepd ihxt z` zlleke ,daxd zeakxend z` zalyne
.'d`x'e 'xda' 'mihtyn' zeiyxta dxeza zxkfend ,ixar car zyxt `id ef dhiyl `iady ze`nbecd zg`
:dxvwa mxwir z` xikfp `l` ,mixacd zekix`e miweicd ihxt lk lr o`k cenrp `l
m`ae ,mipy yy xg`l d`ivid :dnec ote`a card oipr xkfen (d`xe mihtyn) zenewn ipya
`l` xkfen oi` 'xda' zyxta jci`n .'mler car' dyrpe rvxp `ed ixd ,z`vl dvex epi`
z` zlhan dpi` drivxd mby dxen df `xwnay oeyld znizqe .laeia `vei ixar cary
yya d`ivid llk ea zxkfen `le iebl xknpy car lr xaecn mb my .laeiay xexgyd
xaecne .(laeia `l` yya `vei epi` iebl xknpdy ,dkldl dlawzpy dhiyl mb m`ez dfe)
.gkepk oec`d l` aezkd dpety mixg`d zenewnak `ly ,xzqp seba oec`d lr
o`ke 'd`ivi' oeyla aezkd ynzyn o`k ;miaezkd zepeyla mitqep milcad mpyi oke
o`ke xikye ayez aezkd el `xew o`k .zhnyen `id o`ke dwprdd zxkfen o`k .'geliy'
.laei o`ke mler o`k .car
zxkfend dpeyd dnbnl al miya zxg` zernyn milawn elld miiepiyd lky ,`l`
izin` 'car' zeidl leki l`xyin mc` oi`y oiprd ybcen cg` mewna ;zepeyd zeiyxta
icedid oi` mipt meya okle ,micarl micar `le Ð md icar ,micar l`xyi ipa il ik Ð
xxgyl oec`d cvny daegd Ð ixnbl xg` cv ybcen xg`d mewnae .zezinvl xkndl leki
drxt ici lr zgley jnvr dz`y jxck ,mixard jicar z` glyl dz` aiig ;card z`
mb e`vi jizea`y jxck ,ez`ivi zra el wiprz wprd s`e .jzecarn zxxgzype ,'d ieeiva
.micar zian lecb yekxa md
yilgn cv lk did ,micg` mixacae zg` dtya ,cg` mewna fkexn card oipr lk did eli`
zeaiqd izy zetxhvda `l` envrlyk wenip lka ic oi` eli`k ;zxg`d dcewpd z` lekiak
zeklde mihxte ,dpey oepbqae mipey zenewna oiprd azkp jkl .card xexgyl ,cgi mb
dcinr oeirx lkl yi ok` ik ,cxtpa oeirx lk hiladl ick ,my mixkfen mpi` o`k mixkfend
.envr ipta
z` glyl aiig oec`d ;dyrnle dkldl card ipic z` mixvei cgi mb zeyibd izy ,mpn`e
xkndl leki epi` ik ,eze` `iven ,yy iptl ea rbt m` ,laeid mb j` ,yy xg`l card
enler' `ed df mler j` ,'mlerl' ezecar jiynn ok` rvxpd ;laei ly enlerl cr `l`
envr cvn oec`d aiegn mb j` ,lekiak envrn '`vei' mb card .cre gvpl `le 'laei ly
.'eglyl'
,dkldd mr ayiizn epi` ,dnvrl `idyk dyxt lkn dxe`kl d`xpd hytd ik m` ,mekiql
lray dxezd zxeqna `haznd `ed `ed ,eicgi ze`xwnd lkl szeynd `xwn ly eheyt
.cg` drexn ,dlek azkay dxezd mr dkexk dpzipd ,dt
cp
eh sc Ð oiyecw
*
:ixar car zyxt lr (mihtyn) l"f yxid x"yx yexit jezn
Ð oiirnd ipirl dt lray dxezd zzin` lr ciri `l xac mey Ð ixar car dpwz ik
zegzetd zepey`xd zeiyxtd izy enk ,dlecb dk zexidaa Ð y`xn zeqetz opi` eizercy
Ð ;'dyn iweg' zxciq z`
ly ze`xedde millkd z` gqple ililtde igxf`d wegd z` mrl zzl dxezd d`a dpd
,xacd irah .dpicnd zxbqna exagl mc` iqgi excqei mdit lry ,zeiyep`d lye wcvd
m` :mihtyna dfd sirqd gzet dpde , i y i ` d h t y n l ycwei wega oey`xd sirqdy
oi`e zrcd lr df xac dlri `l ,ok` ! Ð Ð eza z` a` xekni m` ,exag z` mc` xekni
dxezd El ,l`xyi mr ly 'miwegd xtq' azkay dxezd dzid zn`a el ,ezlaeq zrcd
,rawpe xn`p¤ `l dn !'ixard htynd' ly icigide ipey`xd xewnd ,dcal `ide ,azkay
mixwn `l` mpi` i`ceeay ,dl`k mixwna oecl dxezd `eaz mxha ,mzqd on ,xdaede oecip
xzeia zeycewnd mc`d zeiekf zlabd meyn mda yiy ,dl` miweqtae !llkd on mi`vei
!dxezd htyn g z e t dl` miweqta Ð ziyi`d zexigd ly zekfd zlilye
'xtqd'e ,dt lray zxeqna miigd ixac `l` ,ixard htynd xewn `ed 'xtqd' `l ,ok`
z` raew envr xtqd od .wtq xxerziy dxwna `zknq`e oexkfl reiq `l` epi` dfd
epipwl dxezd dzyrp xake ,mrl dnlyd dxezd dxqnp xak dpy mirax` ik ,dcaerd
xazqn ,xacd ok m` ,ok` .ezen iptl dxezd xtq z` dyn el xqn mxha ,eiig wegle
wegd iig zepexwr z` epiptl bivdl zpn lr ,dligz minyxp llkd on mi`vei mixwny
it lr `l` ,'xtq'a enyxp eillke wegd zepexwr `l ,llkae .xzeia xexad ote`a mixicqd
z` mdn wiqdl ozip zelway ,ztl`n dk dxeva enyxp mde ,miccea miiynn mixwn aex
zeieyr 'xtq'ay ze`xwnd zepeyl .dt lray zxeqnd ly digd drcezl exqnpy millkd
ici lr oebk ,wegd ly ceqi ibyen oda mifnexn aexly lr ,z`fk dcina one` dyrn od mb
dxiqg e` dxizi ze` ,weqta dln ly dnewn ,weqtd dpaina iepiy ,laewn izla iehia
xtqd ozip `l od . w e g d z ` a e ` y l e p i l r d f d x t q d j e z n ` l o d .dl`a `veike
,mpexkfa epprxie exnyiy ick , d x e z d i r c e i l z x e k f z ynyl zpn lr `l` epicia dfd
, d ` x e d x i y k n k d x e z d i x e n icia xtqd ozip oke ;zeevnd zrici z` ,mixwal miycg
yxcnd zia icinlzl mdl lwiie ,dt lray dxezd zxeqn z` eize`xwna jexkl zpn lr
azkay dxezay mifnxd ceqi lr dt lray dxezd ihxt z` ycgn cinz maila opyl
.mdiptl zgpend
dxn`py ,zircn d`vxd ly mixivwzd qgik ,dt lray dxezd l` azkay dxezd qgi
ze`vxdd z` ernyy ,rcnd ixrev iabl .dt lray d`vxdd l` Ð dzenlya dt lra
lka ,ycgn cinz ,mnvrl epprxie exikfiy liaya ,azkay mixivwza ice witqn ,dt lray
,dl`y oniq ztqeza ,zg` dlna mdl ic aexl .elek rcn eze` lk z` ,dry lkae zr
ly dnly dxciq mpexkfa oprxl Ð dl`a `veike zybcen dln ,dcewp ,ew ,d`ixw oniq
,dxend ly eitn ze`vxdd z` erny `l xy` dl` iabl .'eke zeiebiizqd ,zexrd ,zepeirx
erwyi ,cala mixivwzd jezn rcnd z` exfgyi m` .oikted dl oi`y oa`k mixivwzd eidi
dp
zrc sqei
z` ernyy micinlzl miynyn xy` ,dl`a `veike mipniqe miln .zeierha gxkda
mpi` Ð mdipfe`a ernyy rcnd ipkz oepiy myl mitl`n mipeivk dt lray ze`vxdd
.'mc` ipaa zlebpxzk' milkzqn md ixde ,dxend ilbxl eayi `l xy` dl`l melk mixne`
,mzin`l mipkzd z` mixivwzd jezn e x f g y i ,dxend ixac z` erny xy` ,micinlzd
mixacd gkep mdipt lr dlri jegib j` Ð zeheicdd eli`e ;mkezn mze` e x v i¨ i§ `l j`
.'…ynn mda oi`y zenelgke ,ceqi mdl oi`y milezid ireyryk mdipira mi`xpd
d`a dkldd zriaw ,jtdl e` ,dkldd zlaw gkne xg`l zeyxcp od m`d ,dxezd zeyxc zl`ya cer
m"ialnd df oipra ekix`d oke .`xwie xtql 'xac wnrd' eyexitl a"ivpd zgizta 'r Ð dyxcd on d`vezk
iecie m` mzxaqa dielz ,yexcl cvik y"xe i"x zwelgny :n `nei `"ahix 're) .mdixtqa zeig u"xdne
.gk dkeq xpl jexr 're .akrn
xn`p m` ,le`yl yie .mipiicd zerc oipna cg`k mipnp ze`xwn ipyn cg` mrhy ,cl oixcdpq `ibeqa 're
,elaw jky ,oicd mvrl minikqn mdipy `ld ,zn` dpi` zeyxcd on zg`y jka dn ,dncw dlawdy
.(yi zeyxc ibeq ipyy xyt`e .mipyk epnii `l recne
dnkgl ze`xtxt
(uxt zkxa) .ziprpk dgty el xqen axd :(k"dr) `ixhniba jcar xiky xky dpyn
.(my) .laeid cr :`ixhniba Ð 'mler
.(cg` yxtda .my) .yya l`bp oi`e :`ixhniba Ð 'laeid
fh
car jl dide
zpya `vie dl`a l`bi `l m`e
sc
egixkdl xyt` i` la` ,oec`d znkqda ,yext Ð 'sqk epiid ,dinc` `xhy dil azkc `nili`'
dil `piadi dicia `zipbxn hiwp' .gi oldlcke Ð cere `"ayx) .dvex epi` m` ,sqk zxeza aeg xhy lawl
.('!?`tqg
car epwqdy mcew `l` miniiw mpi` ,sqkk liren aeg xhyy `xnbd ixac `ny ,`"ayxd ccve]
zwelgna iepy xacde .oipw-sqk zxeza aeg xhy liren oi` `pwqnl la` ,iepw eteb ixar
oke ,`"ayxd lr wlegy d`xp d scae o`k `"ahixae .i"yxa y"re .ezhiyl jledy .d lirl `"ayx 'r .mipey`xd
.xaca jkg `"ayxd s`e .oekyn zibeqa .g sca mdixaca 'r .mipey`x dnkn rnyn
`"g) ield zia ;(d zern oipw) mixt` dpgn xtqa ,oiyecwle oipwl sqkk `ed ixd aeg xhy m` ,df oecipa ekix`d
.[.d lirl oiievna d`xe .(a spr hl `"g mdxa` xac ;(bk
oi`e ,ezcear aeg legnl ick oic zia jixv recn le`yl yi Ð '…lif `pic ia it`a inp i` …'
`l` iepw eteb oi` ixar cary dywnd gipdy dn itl `nye ?[xetki `ly ick] micr ipya ic
ep