sc
oerabe aep' (ef dqxib 'qezd eniiw oke) epzqxb itl Ð '…aezkd wlg `l dlw d`neha dne'
zqxbl mle`e .oerabae aepa mb bdep mi`nh geliy oicy di`x o`kn `iadl yi ,'minler ziae
ycwn xtqa o`kn xird oke .ixi`n 'r) .xeht did d`neha myl qpkpdy xyt`e ,dgked o`kn oi` i"yx
.(e` d"c :fh zereay 'qezre .a,k cec
xt` lld zia zrcl ixde ,lld ziac `ail` `ed wtqdy mbd Ð 'i`d inp aeygil `zi` m`e'
dlnd zernyn oi` ,lld zial s` ik Ð ?`xwnd zawer dkldd zaygp recne ,`ed xtr llka
l`rnyi iaxe .xtrk epic xt`d mb mcd ieqik oiprly (edqke) ieaixn eyxc wx ,xt` zllek 'xtr'
.(a"ivpd iyecga 're .wgey d"c :gt oileg 'qez i"tr) .dkldn `l` aezkd ieaixn yxec epi`
dn lr o`kn dywdy in yi Ð '`id opaxcn zawer `d ,`xwn zawer dkld aiyg `w ik'
oixew oi` mlerl ,oda zyxcp dxezdy zecinn cnlpd xacy (ipy yxy ,zeevnd xtqa) o"anxd azky
llke hxte llkn cnlpd oic lr 'opaxc' exn` o`k ixde .(my m"anxd zhiyk `ly) 'opaxcn' eze`
?(fi y`x minya z"ey)
`xew oky ,'y x c n zawer `d' (w"t oiyecw inlyexia `ed oke) o`k dpekpd `qxbdy mipexg` eazke
egprt miwizrnde ' x c n xeviwa mixtqa aezk didy `l` .zecin b"in cnlpd xacl q"yd
'opaxc zxwer dkld' xnel jixv did ,ok `l m`y ,rcz . o p a x c n eazke ,zerha zeaz-iy`xd
o`kn gikedy sqei zxet 're .ixi`na zvw rnyn oke .l"cxd ;zeilbxn f"`x eax mya zeig d"vx) .'opaxcn' `le
.(m"anxdk
zrlck glbny dkld dze`y ,epiid '`id opaxcn zawer `d' o"anxd zrca yxtl azk zn` ztyae
,'opaxcn' oeyl xity iz` eyexitle .xry qepik mewna geliba ic `zixe`cne ,opaxcn `l` dpi`
.dibdl jxev oi` mbe
zernyna 'zawer' zqxb mb yxtl yi ile`e .('awr' jexra `aen) ' z t w e r ' miqxeb yi Ð 'zawer'
;(d`t yix) xwtd Ð 'xwad'] .zetlgzn 'te 'a zenewn dnka epivny enke .ixi`na rnyn oke ,ef
sewr Ð aewr ;('awz' jexrd) dtiwz Ð daiwz ;(iav ixde d"c :hp oileg 'qezr) zelvetn Ð zelvean
.[ziprze a"da 'ld leky`d xtqa r"re .(r xi`i zeg z"ey 'r)
z`neh Ð m"anx i"tr)
llk d`xp epi`y mewna `edy itl Ð 'mhegd jezay xry hrin' (a"r)
,d`xp epi`y iptn glbln xeht myy ,mixzqd zial dnec epi`y yxit `"efgde .ixi`n ;n"qke `,`i zrxv
`edy itl `l` ,uegan d`xp mhegay xryd la` ,wqene xcer mc`d xy`k dlbp epi`y mewna ,igyd ziaa oebk
.(my c"a`x)
mc`d aexa epi`y itl e` .(glbl v"` mipta
mewna `l` ok zeyrl oi` dligzkly oeyld wcwcl yi Ð 'wxi ziaeawx `ian xtr my oi`'
dnka epivny dn it lr xnel yie .['xt` oziy edn xtr my oi`' exn` xt`c `iraa oke] .jxevd
.xykdl mixac x`y eaxzpy i"tr` ,dxeza yxetna aezkd z` dligzkl miiwl yiy zenewn
dkeqa a"eike .'`ped axc dinetn witpe li`ed `fex`e `wliq` xcdin ded `ax' (:ciw migqta) exn`y oiprl dnece)
.(cl `neia `aena hexita r"r .lgpd lr zelicba devn Ð 'lgp iaxr' y"`xe i"yxae a"rq bl my 're :al
oi` okynd rwxway itl ,(azkna `"hily iwqaipw g"xbd azky itke) zehyta zegcl yi o`kn ok`
.ef oeyl ehwp jkl ,cgeina `iadl jixve xtr `l` xt`e wxi ziaeawx miievn
xkip xetiv mcy min `ian …xetv mc s` :exn` l`rnyi iax meyn …e`xiy jixv dyly'
(ci wxt mirbpa mzqxb i"tr) o`k 'qezd zhiy Ð '…ditebl `edd Ð opaxe .ziriax Ð dnke ,mda
ziriaxa carica la` ,dligzkl edf mpn`) .beld ivg ,ziriaxn xzei min `ian minkg zrcly
.(zegta `l j` ,ic
oi`y (zegpna i"yx 'c a"ivpd yxit oke .o`k y"`x 'qeze up`y 'qez ;ziriax d"c .gt zegpn 'qez) mixaeq yie
xkip `diy jixv oi` minkg zrcly `l` ,ziriax `ian `nlr ilekle ,mind zenk lr zwelgn
z` ozep mzrcly ,ilkl uegn xetvd mcn wlg jtyp m` :dpin `wtpe .mina mc ly ezeynn
exriy jky ,xkip `diy ick elek xetvd mc oziy jixv l`rnyi iaxle ,jka ice mina x`ypd
.(o`k a"ivpd iyecigae my zegpn 'qez 'r) .minkg
lr miyxtn yie .(i"yx) xt`d zpizp xg`l xt`d lr mind jtdny Ð 'oaxrl Ð eilr …opaxe'
Ð 'eilr' miyxtn yie .(:fr oixcdpq Ð dnx ci 'r) dypn dhn eilre enk ,enr Ð 'eilr' hytd jxc
.(.bn `nei 'qezr) .eliaya
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('wd miigd xe` jezn) cere minde xtrd ,dheqd z`wyd ipipr
dne ,oexkfl jxved dnl Ð oer zxkfn oexkf zgpn xn`na ezpeek `id dn :oipra xirdl yi
?oexkf jixvdl wegx epi` dyrndy mb
dycg dgpn axw `edy ip` d`ex `lde ,oer zxkfn `idy mixery zgpnl qgizi dnl mb
?gqtd zxgnn l`xyil
e`xwp dnle min ly mdiyrn dn ,miyecw min ly df dyrna dpeekd zrcl jixv cer
dnl likydl yi dfl mb Ð xeikd `edy ilka eycwy xnel oekzpy exn` l"fxe ?miyecw
?df xac lr 'd evi
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,l`xyi z` dwydy lbra dyn dyry dn `nlya ,ea dzewydl xtqd zlert `id dn mb
`le ,ycwna onefndn didiy wcwc mb ?ycwnd on dnl mb ?jzrx jxqiz jxc lr `ed
!mixacd ipnn mi`ltp .xetgi
m`y mixaeq opaxe ,mind ipt lr sv xtrd didiy jixvy l"f exn`e mind l` ozpe exne` mb
?df xaca akrn dn Ð leqt minl xtrd micwd
.l`yz `l xn`l l`ey it mezql 'dwg' ef devna aezkd xikfd `ly ip`exe
miktdp Ð mixn :exn` ixtqa l"fxe .'mixn' mdl `xwi dnl izrci `l mixnd in exne` mb
jixv :l`eny xn` `xnbae .sebd z` oixnn ,oteq my lr :xg` xac .mixn zeidl mind
mixacde .o`k cr .xak mixny Ð mixnd aizkc ?`nrh i`n .min jezl xn xac oziy
?ezellka xacd zdinz lr sqep ,ef devna mixacd 'd mzq dnl midenz
zyxta jizrnyd `ld ,dxezd zeinipta dricin epl mcwy dn it lr oiprd yxtl xyt`e
ezee`z lkze seqkz ,deede `xap lk ik Ð …miwl` lkie …minyd elkie weqta ziy`xa
xeriy itk cg` lk ,rrep izlaa mb epyi df oea`iz ybxde ,d"a miig miwl`d l` wacdl
lk exne`k ,`xeadl gay zzle eneiwl jixvy dn itk ,`xead ea riahd xy` zeipgexd
blt 'dy cvl ,mikea min e`xwpy mrh (d"t x"a) exn`y l"fxl epivn cer .edprnl 'd lrt
mikea md dhnl ex`ypy mind .dyail zgzn dhnl ex`yp miivge dlrnl miivg ,mind
cgi mi`xapd seqik df `ed ik ,oeilrd ivga miig miwl`l axwzdl ekf `ly lr migp`zne
.mzewze
dnc`d dllwzp e`hgae ,mc` inin mipezgza dxic reawl uetgi xy` z` 'd ep`xd od cer
,dxez ozn meia exac `a zr cr (hi x"a 'r) mlerd on ,dkxad xewn ,dkelnd `qk dabe
el zeyrl l`xyi ipal xacna exne`n ,ze`d jl dfe .mipezgza xecl eici dyrnl weygie
dyrn did `l m` hren onf x`yp didy ,zayep ux` l` m`ea cr oiznd `le ,ycwn
'd wlq ,zeax mipy eceak oekyie dpiky dcxiy xg` elit` ler eairzdyke .milbxnd
zxic didz ,eaaeqi xy` mi`hgd zlef ,dzrne .mexl miny ,oey`xd enewnl aye ezpiky
mind egnyie ux`d ztxg xqeie mikead mind zrnc 'd dgne dfae ,mipezgza miig miwl`
mi`hgd eaaeqi m`e ,micec zr dzr dpde .mler cec dpnn wgxe 'd dxx` xy` ux`d lbze
.min ezz lewl mieecd lk eeci df lre ,`qkd mexie didy enkl xacd aeyi
mb did mzxykde ipiq xd lr ecnryk l`xyi zahd ik ,el` micenila ofe` xirdl jixve
,mipeilrak mipezgza 'd zxice ,drc ux`d d`lne ux`a jxazi ezpiky zexydl ie`x ok
zexig l"f exn`y `vnze .'d iptl mzaxwa dielz dcixide dlrnd ik ,df epinewn dlrzie
`ivede didy zenkl xerikd xfg lbrd oer ici lre .rxd xvin zexig 'eke zend j`lnn
zellk la` ,mdipgn jez laben mewnl `l` l`xyi ly mzahd lired `le ohyd ey`x
lk ca`i xy` deewnd onfa ok oi`y dn .mlerl zend aw xfge ,mrf meia e"nyp mlerd
ik 'miigd ux`' `xwz epvx` f`y ux`d on xiar` d`nehd gex z`e exne`k ,rxd zpiga
Ð ;oekp lr oiprd zpeek zliqna dlrp mdit lre .mixacd jl xenye .gvpl zend rla
dpeg my xy` mewn l` dp`iaiy ,df dyrna dpwcai ik ,ezy` yi` ze`pwa 'd evi ik
,dpiky my dpkyy cvl 'dpeilrd ux`' `xwi `edd mewnl ik jizexird xake ,miwl`d
ekai dnl ik ,drnc mdipir cxz `l Ð my xy` min mb .'d dxx` xy` xex` llka dpi`e
yecw ,'d l` mzaxwa miyecw ,e`xwi 'miyecw' mdd mindn gwiy 'd deve .maal rxi `le
eidy exn`y epizeax ixac e"g mixzeq ixac oi`e .mind dyrn jxird dfae .eny `xepe
.miig miwl` ok mb ixacl oeekzp ,df jxca 'd xacy dnn `l` ,xeika miycewn
xetgi `ly deve ,d"a oeilr yecwl aexw `edy cvl ,`wec ycwnd xtrd on zgwl dev mb
miaexw xzei mzeid cvl ,l"f mxn`nk oipa wqtd `la 'd iptl okend xtrd on `l` ,xwca
mrh `l ik ,ycwnl ueg `edy xtra epi` df ybxdy dn ,mda dpiky z`xyda miyibxne
.zeyr 'd utg xy` z` zeyrl dpd cr df mrh
`vnze .mlera dnd xy` xcqk ,mrhd Ð dlrnl xtrde dligz mind oziy 'd deve
`ede .mixyk Ð miaxern eid m` ,exn` ,melk dyr `l xtrd micwd m`y exn`y minkgy
wlg yie dlrnl xtrde dhnl mindy wlg yi ik ,xtre min mixecq mdy envr oiprd
xn`y oerny iaxle .miigd min xcqa ef `nbec oi` dhnl xtr la` ,xtrd lv` mindy
mind eycwziy ice ,xtrdn dlrnl min yi ik citwdl oi`y xaeq ,dhnl xtr elit` my
.oiprl jixvd ybxda yibxdl mzeig edf ,ilka
mrhde .`edd xtrae mina azkd lk miwgene ,day zexkfda dheq zyxt aezkl 'd deve
.zeyr evtgi xy` dyrn zeyrl mda gk zzl Ð
zligza oiw `iady dzegt dgpnl `nbec ,mrhd Ð mixerydn dgpn aixwiy cer deve
,dnc`l dllwe minl ika mxb xy` oer zxkfd `ede .dege mc` `hgn aaqp dfe .mlerd
.oer zxkfn oexkf zgpn xn`n `ede
.mind dy`d dwyi f`e
`edd myd dpd ,d`nh dy`d m` ,ekeza myd iegina dy`d irna mdd mind `eaa dpde
mpebi exkfi ik ,mixn eidi dfae ,mind eyibxie mcewd oer xekfi ,oer zxkfny dgpnd ici lr
mix`nd mind da e`ae ,mzxn aaeqz d`nhd dy`d ode ,mzrnc z` dgn 'de ,mzikae
ozipd myd gkae .mzika znxebd dy`d z`f ik ,dnwp da eyri ,dirn ekzgi Ð mixnl
.dpnn mznwp enwpi mda
oeilr xe` zpiky dlrd xy` oey`xd oer df `ed ik rci ,ygp zndefa deg `hg rceide
jbxdl `ad' da eniiwie ?eglyie eaie` z` yi` `vni m`d ,df itke ,oezgzd df mlern
`ly mbde .drx mxb yi mdipyly ,xtrd oia mind oia ,da dnwp eyrie 'ebxedl mkyd
.xtrd mb ea yi ,min `l` aezkd xikfd
dy`d dwpzy caln ik xnel `ay cvl ,'dxdhe'
xnel ltk .'ebe dxdhe
'ebe d`nhp `l m`e
z`nhp `l ,yext Ð dxdhe
dpzd dfl Ð rxf drxfpe dzwpe dl cer ,dezigyi `le mindn
mit`epd dyrn `edy dpebn xacn dxedhe ,dyi` icrlan yi` ly ezaiky zpizpa
,aezkd lkk mind dl eaihiiy `ed f` .el dnece weype weage zlefd wyg ,d`ial mincewd
zeaeh deribi `l yperdn iwpzy mbd ,`hgd itprn dxdhp `l la` d`nhp `l m` la`
.'…zexen`d
fi
sc
,'z`' lv` daezkd `"d ,[i"yxtk `lc] yxity in yi Ð '`id `ieaix Ð `ieaixc diabc i"d'
'qezd ziyew ayil yi dfae .(n"xl zeaxl `a epi` ecal 'z`'y i"tr`e) zeaxl d`a ,zel`d z`
iax yxec '…d z`' xn`py o`k `wec ik Ð `"d yxec epi` xi`n iaxy xg` mewna epivny dnn
(`,p a"g qibpa x"fxbd iyecg i"tr) .`"dd xi`n
yext `lel Ð 'aizk iwpd :megpz iax xn` ?'od rney dz` e`l llkn' n"xl dil zil `de'
x`yk epi`e ,dpnid zewpdl dkixvy dllw yi xaky rnzyn iwpd zernynny xnel yi i"yx
.(zn` zty) dxiyi zernyn my oi`y 'od rney dz` e`l llkn'