(255 'nr 'editn eywai dxez' jezn) .'ced `lne `xep did izi`xy dfgnd'
*
Ð '…mini zkx`d dna'
mpi`y mixac ,exiag lr miwecwc siqedy jl rc ,mini jix`dy mkg cinlz zi`x m`'
cg` xac my oi`e 'eke mini zkx`d dna dlibn zkqna exn` yexita ixdy ,dxeza miaezk
(ix Ð miciqg xtq) .'dxez ly opi`y `xaq ly iwecwc `l` dxezd on
oilaeln wgvi awri iax yecwd v"dxd mya mipwf miciqgn izrny Ð mini zekix`l dlebq'
didzy df ote`a egipi ,zgthna egipdl ick y`x ly oilitz oiltwny dryay ,d"dlwevf
'dxez ifnx') .'mini zekix`l dlecb dlebq `ede .`xezizd zgzn `le `zxarnd lr xywd
.(`,`k epif`d Ð silxry slee a`f 'xl
dfa el xn` oilaeln i"xden yecwd wicvdy ,a`lqexin oerny 'x wicvd itn izrny'
(wrql`n d"gxl 'gny al' xeciq) .'wicv lk ipta jnvr ripkz mini jix`dl dvxz m` :oeyld
n
sc
hyta mixe`ae zexrd
z`iyp oi`y di`x mi`ian yi o`kn Ð '…xn` i`n ixetikc `neic dlirpa …`ziprzc `zgpna'
oi`e .zeiprz x`y ly `l` xetik mei ly dgpn exikfd `l ik ,mixetkd mei ly dgpna mitk
dxv zr epi`y ,meid oiprn epi` 'dxv zra eriyen' ixdy ,mixetkd mei zgpn dfa lleky xnel
.[t"kdeic dlirpk dpic ik dexikfd `l jkly ,ziprz ly dlirpk `ly] .dligne dgilq zr `l`
.(zezl`ydk `lce d"ia`xd hwp oke .c"t ziprz o"xa `aen)
exn` `le ux` jxc zcn ef oi`y exn`y dnn Ð '!?oif`n epi`e eze` oikxany car yi melk'
rny `le xiqgdy mc`y dfn wcwcl yi Ð dkxad renyl eal my `ly oeik ezaeg ici `vi `ly
jka ic ik ,[jxazdl l`xyid lr devny mixaeqd zrcl s`] ezaeg ici `vi ,mipdkd zkxa lk
.lkd rny `l m` mb ,mzkxa lawl oiekzpe mipdkd len cnry
miweqtd zxin`a ixde] jxazdl dkxad jyn lka oiekny df oebka `wecy xnele zegcl yi mle`e
xity ,rney epi`y yxg ok enke .`vei Ð rney epi`y i"tr` okl ,[dkxad lawnk xzei d`xp
eal dptne dkxad rvn`a ezrc giqnd la` .jxazdl mipdkd iptl cnery dna devnd miiwn
.devnd miiw `ly xyt` ,mikxane ecbpk micner mipdkdy dry dze`a xkef epi`e ,xg` xacl
(fi,c a"g dnly zgpn i"tr)
ezlitza cnerdy ,(ield haye dyn zexb`) mipexg` miwqet cere f"yxbd mya (.hl) lirl `aen xak
lra ixacl elit` ik ,dxaqa wtwtl yi dxe`kle .mzkxal oif`ie wezyi Ð mikxan mipdkde
dnec epi`y d`xpe] ,zxg` devnn xehte `ed devna wqer `ld ,devnd llka l`xyiy micxg xtq
.[dlitzd oiprn dxenb dxard miaygp mpi`e ,dlitze gay ixac mdy dyecwe yicw zrinyl
m` mb jxazne ,`ealn xeht `edy dk`ln qpe`n ,jlnd iptl xacn `edy df rxb `l ixd mbe
xacd wnip `edy `l`] .dlitza wiqtdl oi`y (my `aen) `"hily `"yixbd zrc ok`e .my epi`
aeig oi` micxgd zrcl mby d`xp dxe`kl j` ,micxgdk rnyn `l mipey`xd aexny meyn
`l` l`xyid lr aeig `edy yxetn oi` micxgay mb dn .xen`k ,i`yx epi` `linne wiqtdl
.[`l 'iq mdxa` xac 'r .jxazn `ed xy`k devnd llka `edy
jycw zexvgl epizeilb seq`ze epvawze eppgze epiigz ok :ikd da miiqn awri xa `g` ax'
lr xfeg 'jl micen ep`y lr' Ð 'jl micen ep`y lr mly aala jpevx zeyrle jiweg xenyl
ja miweac zeidl epala zzpy lr micene …epziigdy lr micen ,xnelk ;'jl epgp` micen'
'epziigdy lr' oiiprn `idy 'epiigz ok' zywaa mdipia ewiqtdy `l` .i"yx yxty enk ,zecedle
.(fkw g"e` sqei zia)
xeaivd gily zxfga e`] zelitzay epze`ced lr sqepa :xnelk ,'jl micen ep`y lr' eyxty yie
.(jexrd mya 'qez ;hv y`bin i"xd z"ey) .jl micene mitiqen ep` cer ,['on`' epziipre
mirnype jl micen ep`y i t l Î 'jl micen ep`y lr …epniiwze epiigz ok' yxtl xyt` cer
.(my sqei zia) .'eke epniiwze epiigz jkl ,jzcearl
jkld' `tt ax xn`y edn ,ok m`e .oiprd zernyn z` dpiy ,'…epiigz ok' ,i"a`x siqedy ztqeza ,df yext itl
`le dipy dpeekk sqep yext edfy yxtl yie ?dpey`xd zernynd on zrxbn yi ef ztqeza `ld ,'edlekl edpixnp
.ixwird oeeknd
daxd minkg ly oewiz `edy itl 'opaxc micen' `xwp jk meyne Ð 'edlekl edpixnip jkld'
.(ray x`a ;'aezk iz`vn' Ð my sqei zia)
`veik Ð 'dpiky itlk mdixeg`e mrd itlk mdipt mipdk ixdy ,jilr xeav zni` `dz mlerl'
mdixeg`e mrd itlk mdipte miayei mipwfd ,zqpkd ziaa daiyi oiprl (ci,b dlibn) `ztqeza yi dfa
,xeaivd ceak iptn mrhd (my) dpyn sqka yxte .(c,`i dlitz 'lda) m"anxd wqt oke .lkidd itlk
.(cwz i"qeq y"ayx z"eya r"r) .xeaivd l` mab z` miptn oi` jkle
,ldwd itlk mdipt mixifgny zra mipdkdy ,dixcpqkl`ay zqpkd zia zece` l`yp m"anxd
.xacd xizdl yi m`d Ð [gezt `ed minrtle] ,ycewd ixtq migpen myy lkidd itlk mdixeg`
oi` ,envrl zeyx wlegy xeriy ,xzeie migth dxyr rwxwd on mxen dxezd xtq m` :aiyde
epnn zehpl xyt` m`e .bdpnd oke .mitk z`iyp zrya ycwd l` mdixeg` mipdkd eidiy xeqi`
(bqw m"anxd z"ey) .xzei ie`xe aeh Ð miccvd cg`l
yxit (ctw) xi`i zeg z"eya eli`e .rwxwd on `l` mc`d y`xn migth dxyr deab `diy jixv oi`y eixacn x`ean
.migth dxyr mc`d y`xn deab zeidl jixv xtqdy (`,atx c"ei r"eyha d"ke .i,i z"q) eizeklda m"anxd ixac
f"hd azky enke) zeyx wleg oex`dy oex`a gpend dxez xtql ,i"egd xacn eay ,dlebn dxez xtq oia wlgl jixve
recn df itl xe`a jixv j` .(zxg` zeyx `edy oeik ,xeqi`d llka mpi` oex`d itlk mdixeg`e micnerd mipaxy ,my
lkidl milery mipdkd' lr ezaeyza xacny meyn xyt`e .rwxwdn migth dxyr daben xtqd `diy m"anxd jixvd
wzepn `di xtqdy jixvd jkl ,mixtq zia mb ea yie ,ycwd lkidn wlg `ed okecdy rnyn Ð 'ea mixtqd ziae
.dxyr daeba jxev oi` ,zg` dcigi mpi` oex`de okecdyk la` ,dcinrd mewnn dxyr
dnl ig` m` .inre ig` iperny xn`ie ,eilbx lr jlnd ciec mwie ,`kdn xn` ongp ax'
df ab`e .mrd l` xaicyk mwy jkn di`xd xwiry ,[i"yxtk `lc] yxt `"yxdnd Ð '…inr
.cenlzd jxck ,weqtd jynd z` eyxc
`l Ð 'dpiky itlk mdixeg`e mrd itlk mdipt mipdk ixdy jilr xeav zni` `dz mlerl'
oi`y ,i`pb d`xp oi` gxfnl mdixeg` mipet m` :eyexit jk `l` ,dpiky ceakn xeav ceak lecby
iyecg) .mrd itlk mdipt jkl ,xzeia dlbp df did mrd l` mdixeg` mipet eid m`e ,dlbpa dpikyd
(l"xdn zecb`
dyexb oa ixn`e dixhwinl lif` xcde elcpqa drevx el dwqtp `ny mzd ,`l :iy` ax xn`'
xaecnd my Ð miwxtl dlerd odk leqtl eyyg `l (:gl) lirl `ld xn`z m`e Ð '`ed dvelg oae
xeaivd on miyp` el` i`y yygd o`k la` ,['oiyyeg' `xnbd oeylk] oic zia ly izin` yyg lr
xg`l cxi `ny ,xzei lecb yygd o`k ,cere .(:`l dpyd y`x Ð oa` ixeh) […'ixn`'] eilr efirli
.(l"cxd) .okecl dlr xaky
eilrpn owzl lczyi ,lkl milbzn eilrpe okecl dlerd odky `ed yygd xwiry xyt` cer
mipdkl owzl envrlyk df cqtda ice ,ievn yyg edfe ,dlri `le xg`zi jk ici lre ,ozetile
oi` zn`ay i"tr` ,jk ici lr oepix icil `eai mb minrty mrh etiqedy `l` .mdilrp uelgl
(mixe`ae miyecg) .miwxtl dlery oeik jkl yegl
did ycwna `ld ,zetqezd el`y xak Ð 'ycwna 'on`' oiper oi`y itl ?dnl jk lke' (a"r)
?'cre mlerl ezekln ceak my jexa' dkxa lk seqa epr ixdy ,'on`' ziiprn daexn wqtd
wqtd did `ly oeike ,weqtd seqa `le ,myd my ernyyk xzl`l eze` miper eid `ny ,evxze
.zg` dkxak edeaiygd ,weqtl weqt oia
i c k j e z d`a 'my jexa' zxin`y ,(micrend qxhpew ,q"yd lr miyeciga) aezk wqixan g"xbd myae
…mirney eidyk' dceard xcq heita mixne`y enke .'on`' ziiprk eixg` `le ,myd my zxin`
xewn rcep `l ik s`) m"anxd wqt oke .'mikxand cbpk myd z` xenbl oiekzn did `ed s`e
mey dyer dpi` 'e"lnkya' ziipry ,df itl `vnp .(w"defa ok `aeny epiiv xake .`xnba xacd
cin Ð egzyie dvx` cwie dyn x d n i e 'd my ernya dyn lv` aezky edfe] .jxanl wqtd
z` ernyyk mixetikd meia mrd ly diegzyd dze` `id `id ef diegzyde .renyl ligzdyk
.[yxetnd myd
`l ,l`xyi z` jxal m` ik dpi` mipdk zkxae li`ed ,uxiz (zkqnd seqa ,cinzl eyexta) y"`xde
dgilq mei `edy ,meid zeaiyg meyn epry mixetikd meia caln .'my jexa' dilr miper eid
iwl` i"`a' gqepa dkxa lr `l` 'e"lnkya' epr `ly ,a"ivpd azk eixac oirke .dxtke dlign
.ycwna llk dpwzp `l 'on`' ziipre .mipdk zkxaa ok oi`y dn ,'mlerd cre mlerd on l`xyi
my sexiv `ed 'on`'y ,milaewnd ixac it lr `"yxdn yxt Ð ycwna 'on`' epr `ly mrhd
.[xifp seq jxand on xzei on` dperd lecb df iptne .91 Ð `ixhniba mb `ed ok] zepc`e died
jxev oi` ,zepc`a `le ,`xwp `ed jk azkp `edy enk ,dazkk dzid myd zxkfdy ,ycwnae
my fnxp 'cre mlerl ezekln ceak my jexa' ziipra ,mpn`e .died my mr zepc` my sxvl
g"lv) 'on`'ak ,zg` dlina mialeyn zenyd izy oi`y `l` ,zepc` epiid 'ezekln ceak'y ,zepc`
.(bq zekxa
myd z` exikfd `l xy`k mb d`xpd itl ik jk lr ednz miyxtndn dnky (gl) lirl `aen xake
miriten xak ,g"lvde `"yxdnd ixac xwiry `l` .'my jexa' `l` 'on`' epr `l ,ycwna eazkk
exikfdy iptn ,ycwna 'on`' epr `ly dfy ,(fh glya) iiga epaxe (fh `neie .eh ziprz) `"ahixd ixaca
.iepika `le yxetnd mya my
'mind xry iptl xy` aegxd iptl ea `xwie xn`py ziad xda xne` awri oa xfril` iax'
jxck eyry el xazqn mewn lkne ,dpyd y`xa `l` jlnd z`ixwa xacn epi` dfd aezkd Ð
(mixe`ae miyecg) .'ldwd'a miyer eidy
'mpeylke mazkk'
,zeaeg ilra dil iyitpc ekr onc `a` 'xl difgc oeik ,`yixa diipnnl dilr opax epni`'
Ð 'dax `ki` :edl xn`
minkg icinlz y`xa aiyedl miwqrzn eid zexecd iqpxty miheyt mixacd mewn lkn la`…'
el`e' wxta inp opixn`e .ceakae geixa eqpxtziy xeaivd lv` mlicbdl ick ,xrva oipefipd
ilra dil iqtze ipr did ekr onc `a` iaxe ,lecb xiyr did (eda` iax) `edy oeike …'oixn`p
ekr onc `a` 'x ie`x did xzeiy mdl xn` ,y`xa eaiyedl daiyid ipa epnpy t"r` ,zeaeg
`zi`ck ozepr didy ,eda` 'x ly ezepzepr dzid z`fe .mdlyn edelcbie y`xa edeaiyeiy liaya
`l ikd elit` ,mzd inp opixn`ck eda` 'xn xzei ozepr didy t"r` ,ekr onc `a` 'xe .mzd
.el ie`xk ceak jxc qpxtziy ick y`xa ayiln rpnp
jxc mqpxtl ick mdinkgl y`xa aiyedl oiaiig xeaivdy ,cenlza yxetn daxd df xac ixde
welgl mc` lkei `le .xeavd mr mdipipra wqrzdl ,mdibidpne mdiqpxt lr lhen df xace .ceak
xeavd oiaiig ,zeaiyi iy`x opi`y t"r` ,mdini lk dxeza miwqerd micinlzd elit`e .llk dfa
(df oipr lka zehxta jix`dy mi`ad mipniqae y"r .anw `"g u"ayz) .'…ceak jxc mqpxtl
zexec ok `le .dxxyd on gxea did ,ezqpxt ick el didy in ,mipey`xd zexeca :d`x ixde' Ð
xenb wicv didy ,mpnfa did cg`e .ceakd xg` scexe sqka dpnzp `ed xyer el yiy iny ,elld
`awxzc oenna lecb odk dpnzpy itle 'ek dxez dgkzyp `ed `lnl`y ,`lnb oa ryedi `ede
eidy itl ,miryx ly xyw rnync '`kd `pifgw xihw' eilr exn` 'ek `zxn dil `liir ixpicc
.xetgi `l wxta df lk 'qezd eazky enk ,epnn xzei miaeyg mixg` mipdk
itl ,mpevx itk y`x mdl mixxane oipnnd md md miza ilrady dfa daiqd lceb izi`x la`
,y`x mdl exxai mnvra mipaxde micneldy ie`xd on la` ,oenna xzeiae ,mdn cg` lk z`pd
diipnnl dilr o p a x epni`' eda` 'xc `caer jda epivny enk ,mipey`xd zexeca didy enk
.(`"yxdn) …'y`xa
Ð '…mz` ig` Ð il oirney mz` m` …jilr xeav zni` `dz mlerl'
lty eaxwa eal zeidl edev jk ,eceaka lkd aiige ,lecbd ceakd aezkd (jlnl) el wlgy jxck'
eaal mex izlal xn`py .i`cn xzei l`xyia al zeqb bdpi `le ,iaxwa llg iale xn`py ,llge
ohw ceak lr qegie .mzaehae mdivtga `eaie `vie .milecbe miphwl mgxne opeg didie .eig`n
:xne`e ,inre ig` iperny :xn`py .zekx xaci miax oeyla ldwd lk l` xacnyke .miphway
.'ebe dfd mrl car didz meid m`
.mkizepelz epilr `l dn epgpe xne` `ede epiax dynn lecb epl oi` .dxzi depra bdpzi mlerl
zerxl Ð aezkd e`xw drex .wpeid z` one`d `yi xy`k mtvwe mzpelze m`yne mgxh leaqie
ewigae mi`lh uawi erexfa drxi excr drexk Ð dlawa yxetn drex ly ekxce .enr awria
(e,a mikln 'ld ,m"anx) .'ebe `yi
.drevxe lwna dwfg cia mdilr jelnl minxa mze`iyp ebdp `l ,ux`a xy` mipaxd xzie …'
jxca ,'oixn`p el`'a ekr onc `a` 'xe eda` 'xk ,zepctw icba mdilrn exiqde ,zepzepr eyal
zelidwd l` mzxfb xitq egly `l ,zeixad oia llgzi `ly miny ceakl miqg ,oixire oiyicw
oi` .drbxnd z`fe dgepnd z`f ,da ekl jxcd df ,zeidle mwinl `dz `c xn`l zeiegc zeiy
.drihp e` leky` ,zexenf myn zexkl zexit xetgle ,zexe` hwll exag leaba qpkp mdn cg`
ick ea didi `l m` elit` ,`nip `lnk elit` dzxaga zrbep zekln oi`e ,dnyl dxeza miwqer
xpic elit` ze`hg my` sqk mqikl lihdl ze`xed exed `l .drayl lek`le wizr dqknl ,`nibl
(`i ,zeycgd y"aix z"eya driten daeyz dze` ;alw ,dee`lg m"xdn z"ey) .'…drn yy sqk
xy` oexqgd eze` ea wacziy ,mirexb miwlgn `vnii xy` llkdy ,aiegnd on oi` ik …' Ð
mpi` (xy`) zelreze zeienly ea e`vnii ,akxene llek ezeid cvn (`l`=) la` ,eiheyt seliga
.eihxte eiheyta
ly e`xene egaya l"f epizeax ebiltdy dn `ed ,zirahd diedd epl dzn` xy` cvd df lre
:exn`a ,dfa mi`iapd oec` yprpy epivny cr ,'jilr xeaiv zni` `dz mlerl' exn`y cr ,xeaiv
dpwi ezlefl etxhvd cvn …dfl ie`x did ezeihxt cvn cg` lky it lr s`e ,mixOd
`p erny
xy` zelrne zelebq olek miakxend epw xy`k .eihxt cvn ie`xy dnn xzei dlrne gay llkd
.odn evaew xy` micxtpa eid `l
gixd cqtdl mze` ciqtzy d`xpd on dide ,zxehwd ipnq mr dnyedy dpalga epl efnx xake
epzceara epnr sxhvda oiprd ok ik ,dzlef zenly mdl oi`y d`eapd epl dzn` ,df lk mre ,dfd
.(` ,o"xd zeyxc) .'dnly xzei dfa didz la` ,epzcear eciqti `ly ,miryetde mi`hegd ,i"yl
mipipre mifnx
ipin ,dpin jil `wtp i`ne …dixen`c edziac dl dxn`c ,eda` iaxc dizepzeepir i`ne'
Ð 'd`lir qlwzi dipine
,l`xyia dpiky dxyzy ick miny ceakl dzid mzcear lky okynd zk`lna mbe …'
mileki eid `l okle ,cg` czi xqgpyk s` dxey dzid `l dpikyd ik ,mal exagzp dfae
dn `xnbd xn`nk ,xvgd zeczi dyer cbp oex`d dyer s` ,llk exiag lr cg` ze`bzdl
(ldwie yix Ð gelyd in jezn) .'…d`lr qlwzi dipine ipin ,jl ztki`
cec zia iklnl `l` dxfra daiyi oi`
envra zenily oi` dxfra daiyide .melk dinxbn dil zilc Ð zekln :ezcin ef cec ik
cr ipz`iad
ik …ip` in :aizk 'd iptl ayiec diteb `xwac epiide ,drpkd ztqez wx llk
.oexqg `ed ,dceara mly `edy ayegy dxfra daiyid ,xg`l la` ,mld
elv` zwfgeny ayegy ,'miycgk jipira eidi' jtid Ð mzpyepe mipa ipae mipa cilez ik dfe]
(`t 'nr `"g '`yc ze`p' ,xfp ipa` lra oe`bd w"izkn) .['…lqt mziyre :mxeb df xace ,dyecwd
minkg zehiy
zenewn dyly xbi` `aiwr iax oe`bd o`k oiiv xak Ð 'edlekl edpixnip jklid :`tt ax xn`'
,sqep mewn oiivl yie .mlek ixack zeyrle ,zepeyd zercd ici z`vl rixkd `tt ax mda mitqep
.en oilega
z` sxvl raw `tt axe , z e l i t z e z e k x a g q e p lr epcy zenewn dnk cer oiivl yi
:epzibeqay 'opaxc micen'a enk ,olek ze`gqepd
;zywd zi`x zkxa gqepa Ð .hp zekxa
;minyb zcixi zkxa znizg Ð a cenra my
;'xvi xy`' zkxa znizg Ð :q my
.dlibnd z`ixw xg`ly dkxad znizg Ð :`k dlibn
.olek z` xnel `tt ax miiqe ,dxezd zkxa gqep lr ewlgp ,my s"ixde y"`xd zqxbl :`i zekxaa dfa `veike
md miig ,miig miwl` ixac el`e el`y .`tt ax ixack dkldd dwqtp elld zenewnd lka]
.['dta mdi`ivenl' ,mdi`venl
oexwr lr miiepad ,mipipr x`yae gqep ipipra miax mibdpn ,mixge`n zexeca epivn dfa `veik
.(b wxt `"g 'l`xyi ibdpn' xtqa jk lr d`x) .zercd lk ici z`vl ,df
`n
sc
iptn mixne` yi ,xeaiv ziprza d`ixwa blcl ebdpy dn Ð 'dxeza oiblcn oi`e `iapa oiblcn'
mixne` yie .(c"wq cnw a"pynd `iad oke .ixi`n i"tr) jenqa exn`y enk ,ea blcl xzene cg` oipr `ed